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2007-09-02T09:59:00.002-07:00

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THANKS and *loves~! sorry never inform hahas and close the blog so lamely hahs.

2007-08-28T08:59:00.000-07:00

i want to get out of emoness! satan SHOOS
i hate u larhx! keep me away from GOD. but too bad, in times like this the more i want to seek GOD so blehx U LOSE. LOSER~! hahas my mood isn't good but not bad either x)) ohs huiwen angel mabel janis jingyi out with u guys so hyper, its nice larhx! x)) deon thanks for spending time with me x)) i am encouraged x) JIA YOUS x)) pamela! pain lehx hahas pinch my cheek hahs rachel! laugh laugh arrhx hahas jia min orh hohs x))
JULIA~! out with u at night its fun larhx! hahas x)) so lame larhx walking aimlessly hahas x)) thanks for everything,u are like my da jie jie x)) *loves~ shermin, takecare of ur hp arrhx hahas x)) *loves~!
i love all memories, i am tired but i am enjoying myself x)).
deb i miss u larhx x)) min ruiix lao po come back bahx hahs.
i love u, u are missed x))can i love u like b4?

2007-08-26T02:50:00.000-07:00

i was thinking of alot of things i wanted to emo again i wanted to i mean after church stress on home and everything come again why cant they just freaking understand why cant they just even accept me? i already 1 year plus in this church and all these freaking things rahhx its hard to accept u noe. i dun want to care le if this is wad u guys think i dun give a damn to it anymore. stress in me is too much dun tell me holy stuffs in such a time can! it does not help PLS larhx u are emotionally down and u are like saying u are not spending enough time with GOD wad i want is concern not wad reprimanding maybe u guys will say yes i noe how u feel and everything but i dun even get a freaking concern from u guys can! sometimes i feel so tired i want to be the consumer and not the giver just for once but... i feel that i have been giving and not receiving for a long time already. and u noe its hurting that when u give that person don take it or dun eat it super hurtful can! then u treat it nothing have happened i cried larhx for not only once u treated me like that. okies wadever i just want to shut myself up.

2007-08-25T20:54:00.000-07:00

awesome GOD x)) thank Him for jacqueline ng and deon x)) thanks x)) they are encouraging x)) sweet and loving hehes x)) i thank GOD for not giving me up when i was feeling so weary with leadership ministry yupps is derek and GOD who pusheed me on till today x)) yupps until now de me i love it x)) i like the feeling of being a leader but i dun really get respect from some of the members but i think is time not spent enough bahx.
Pardon me for nor spending time hahas i am in my comfort zone and i noe it but i seem not to want to get out of it i find it weird to eat with my senior and that they are guys. i mean its tough larhx but i will try. x)) i dun want to cause u guys to backslide or should i say that u guys will not get attention or care hahs sorry. i will try hahas ALVIN NG thanks for coming yesterday i was really happy and encouraged by u ? hahas x)) kepp it up arrhx SENIOR hahas. i love zealot2 x))
jia hui! u promise me to study hard one arrhx dun bluff me okies x)) hehes anything dunno ask me or ur kor or ur uncle hahas that derek x)) i love u x)). now i want to bring more people to cell group hahas x)) <3
I LOVE YOU DEARLY x)) missing u x)) lalalahs x)) sherm's mushroom is not nice okies!

2007-08-24T10:22:00.000-07:00

boos x)) i am changing my url le most probably sept holidays
hehs i dun like my blog link le hahas x)) i mean i dun even like it at all,
i got over one thing that i had a strong hold on x)) yupps i feel like freed from the devil and freed from sinning i thank GOD for he knew that i could not take it anymore and he helped me x)) Peiishanx is loving GOD alot x))
results are backed but i no comments just study harder bahx x))
i am happy that my friends improved x)) cause that means they study hard and i can prove to my ma that my clicks are GREAT x))
love you dearly x))

2007-08-24T07:29:00.000-07:00

Jia xun<3 ask me do de ahahs x))
lalalahx~!
10 weird habits or little known facts about me.
1. i hate scoldings!
2. i love GOD x))
3. i love zealot2!
4. i love my disciple/discipler
5. i love craping and making people laugh.
6. I LOVE JEAN DRU? hahas x)) LOLX
7. i like to sleep =.='''
8. i like to eat anything sweet x))
9. i love to sing =.='''
10.i want my wu gui x(( hahs
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts of urslef.People wjo get tagged must write their own ten weird things habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end you must chose six people to be tagged and write down their names
NO TAG BACKS
<3:
-shermin
-derek
-huiwen
-deborah
-julia
-sabrina

2007-08-20T21:09:00.000-07:00

Now i just want to focus my life with GOD nothing else LORD i dun want to stumble before you again. i start to drift but i dun want LORD i want to be in ur embrace thats all i want larhx. Lord you told me to spent time with u today I WILL for its ur will and i will follow u x)) *smilex~! i wanna grow spiritually i wanna borrow books!!! but i am lazy =.='''
Lalalala i am just wanting to be by ur side and never leave u oce agn. i dun want anything in my life to cause me to stumble GOD my dearest Father ILY!!!!=P Jacqueline i thank you for ur constant wanting to spend time with me GREATLY APPRECIATED x)) JUlIA you are just like a big JIE JIE to me hahas, giving me advise and cause my life wanting to change. Maybe you don't noe but things that u say i take it to deep consideration hahas maybe cause we are both from PHPPS x)) hehes LEONARD you too, shermin! i noe u inside out LOLX hahas x))
zealotians are all impt in my life and RETARDS~~~~!!!! x))
when i am weary i can count on u guys to give me strength XIE XIE x))
peiishanx have sore eyes and shall spread to u hahs LOLX

2007-08-20T06:44:00.000-07:00

i will choose to follow you GOD yupps i love you so x))
i will forgive and not till the day i want to for that day will never come. God reminded me but i am persistance on not forgiving you but now i give up x)) hahs i will choose for God you really never give up hahas x)) You kept reminding me. i am afraid le ahahs LOLX but also that i want to chose to forgive her for u have greater plans for me yup i wun let this pull me down!!! yupps julia, derek , shermin XIE XIE you gave me the heart to forgive!!! i will never forget u guys x))
oh yarhx sat i got to wait 5 min with jean and dru for bus HOW GREAT =.='' hahs but better then no bahx hahas x)) time with u all are great larhx how i wish my mama nv come so early ahahs x)) then i can spent more time with u all larhx x)) *loves~ they are sweet x)) BROTHER ANDREW AND SISTER JEAN ahahs LOLX wahahas x)) xP. miss yu i miss you x(( hahs x)) oh wells hope my sore eyes get ok tomo and people i love you exp jacqueline ng x)) and deon and alao alot more larhx ahahs x)) jacqueline SORRY x(( no more nxt time okies i still love u hahs

2007-08-17T09:42:00.000-07:00

i had a great time today x))
with jacqueline ngone of my dearest x)) she super cute larhx x))
i waited for her for 15mins -.-''' hahs its okies x)) she rush down lehx hahas x)) had a chat with eugene while topping up card toos x)) hahs he is cute larhx, ahahs the ezlink no fun is same like now!! hahas we went to eat longjohn x)) whees~! hahas x)) then we wen to life bookstore!!!! whees~ save $$ buy cds hehes x))and the book captivating seems nice lehx hahas maybe cause of cover =.=''' hahs i will go down one day with julia one of my dearest too x)) <3. popular at JP is so not nice larhx ahahs so big yet nothing hahs. Jacqueline wanted a note book but dun have how sad hahas. tomo bahx x)) we go buy tgt x))went to japan home! saw her fav mash mellows x)) so bought it and i bought my masking tape x)) yays x)) hahs. tomo shall go buy other stuffs x)) for my art sculpture ahahs x)). then we zilian at toilet and printed it out at the photo shop x)) and also ZEALOT2 pic hehes x). i wanted to eat icecream!!!!but so ex x((. at least 3$$ larhx. then wen to see famous amos so nice larhx! hahs cause was like wanting for the machine to print our pics hahas x)).
jaqueline ng> i just wanted to say out with u is extremely fun x)) u are dearly loved x)) o out tgt again soon okies <3s

2007-08-13T08:06:00.000-07:00

x))
i had a great day today x))
tomo having tuition again but somehow i am happy x))
yuppx people jia yous for ca2 x)) *Loves~!
i had a great time out with julia THANKS!!! hehes
now i am studying hard for ca2 x)) *loves GOD
GOD YOU ARE AWESOME i am trying my best to put u in everything i do x))
sorry sorry x)) i will try my BEST x))
xiiaosuanner *loves~! jean x)) dru x)) julia x)) shermin x)) derek x)) deb x)) huiwen x)) janisx)) mabelx)) angel x)) jingyi x)) alot more larhx x)) JAC DEON x))

2007-08-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

after reading julia blog.
hmms i have been thinking am i doing enough???
hmms am i a good discipler
i dun want to stay in my comfort zone anymore i wanna walk out of it.
i maybe mean to you for i really cannot change just in one night i am sorry. forgive me for i find it very hard to change but i will try my hardest to change my opinion on u sorry. for u gave me a really bad imprssion for this half a year, sorry. maybe i feel more happy with my present friends? thats why wen you ask me out i somehow felt it weird for it has been a long long time since...you did'nt care for me and now...you are doing things that are not much but enough for me to feel weird?happy? i dunno but really weird to go out with you already.Forgive me, i now just want to spend time with deon and jac and fellow members of mine i cannot let myself be like you are i dun want favourism but sorry to say you are...i dun think u improved? i dunno but yet i cant i am messed up but i will change give me time　JULIA!!!:: going to pri school with u was fun x)) and once we did quiet time tgt too larhx x))hehes onthe bus LOLX hahas x))and went back to pri school tgt so nice and precious memories
shermin: sweet girl of mine stay happy and now focus on GOD x))lets do well and glorify His name x))　JERMIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY
derek>> hmms you are a great sprirtual daddy ahahahs x))
cant type lot today hand super pain ahahs x)
zealot two you loved and jac and deon JIAYOU4GOD

2007-08-11T11:54:00.000-07:00

peiishanx is back x)) hehes
*LOVES~! you ppl x)) hmms TODAY IS GREAT !!!!
GOD thank you x)) you answered my prayer wad else is better then this x)) hehes x)) *loves~!!! awesome stuff today x)) i was able to stay and have fellowship and my bro didnt call x)) and my mum allowed x)) great yarhx x)) THANK YOU LORD x)) you are a awesome king x)) yuppx hehes my GOD IS GREAT x)) and also during the altar call i cried for LORD remind me about the things that discourage me. WAAHH quite alot ahahs but i noe that GOD wants me to forget all these and even seek him FIRST THING!!!! hehes i have a awesome GOD x)) yuppx ohs yarh. peilin HAPPY BIRTHDAY
today i had a great time wif cell and chatting with JEAN hehes she is sweet okies!!! hehes x)) shermin was great too ahahs had dinner with her hehes my mum allowed ahahs. jermin is cute x)) and her mum is good larhx x)) hehes JAC NG U ARE CUTE!!! hahas
GOD I THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME ENJOY THIS DAY BEFORE EXAMINATIONS AND U ANSWERED MY PRAYER!

2007-08-08T08:49:00.000-07:00

hmms today not good at all yupps it was a total let down.
i got myself thinking it was horrid i dun like it.
hav i been trying? have i been setting a good example? or am i just letting day pass and not impacting youths for Christ and if i am a good discipler
am i trying? am i good enough? am i? i dunno i am like super pack now its like i cant breathe work load and every thing just sents me crashing down to the ground. hmms am i last min work? i dun think so somehow i feel that i improved in my thinking towards studies and i am trying but tomo just frm 9.45-3 why cannt let me relax and go why always use sat to threaten me. i think i cant be bothered anymore for i will gain/ learn something out of it too. hahas x)) time files and i hav nothing to say abt it x)) and i wrote a new song today x)) i like it alot hehes x)) xP
my saviour u are awesome hehes x))yupps i may be weary but LORD i will continue to serve u and get on a good r/s with u x))yuppx peiishanx wants nothing now but GOD x))

2007-08-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

i can just say i am HAPPY today yupps spent time wif julia x))
examinations i just say i am going to hack care larhx... ahahs
i am stressed out but not dieing x)) sad case arrhx people i not dieing ahahs LOLX
aft going out wif julia i jue ding le!!!! i want to spent time decorating my books yupps and so it will not lan diao ahahs x)) she like put in so many effort lo hehes
let me have a plan:
my bible
next year =.='''
my text books (exp maths)
okies lalala and i want to go to buy some books to like widen my knowledge larhx i dun wanna stay like stagnant. if u dun wanna make a improvement then i think i have to find ways to widen my knowledge and to get into a closer r/s with GOD x)) hehes
yuppx. i will understand x)) lalala julia~! lets go JP for the books hahas
yupps hehes~! had a great time walking ahahs now i am exhausted hahs x)) i planning to save and to buy loads of stuff
IMPT: mission trip and yi camp
then stuffs x)) hehes
yeap i wanna go ndp de prayer anf fast HELP ME PRAY pls thanks <3 appreciated x))
i am like so wantto sleep larhx all these days ahahs x))
plans for tomo SLEEP ahahs

2007-08-05T02:13:00.000-07:00

i am siao le larhx x))
i wen studying then slept =.= so shiok larhx can
ttk agree ehs hahas LOLX then wake up *hungry* wen to eat
oh mans i am becoming like a pig le larhx =x lalala
x)) sleeping is so nice x)) i am studying soon agn x))
i am not happy at all now!!!! for u daoed me!!!!
rahhx!!!! u gave me a eyes i hate!!!! but nvm x)) i forgive u larhx
hehes~! i miss u dearly but u ahahs dun care at all? hmms nvm bahx
hehes i can be all alone no no no is WITH GOD~! hehes
smilex~! i wanna strengthen my r/s with u dear GOD~! lalala
lets PUSH tgt sherm x))
pray until something happen x)) yuppx lets spread GOD's love and on our lights!!! x))
i wanna be light and not other light but a light that shines x))
SMILEX
ZEALOT!!!!!! i love u guys x))
loving bunch of guys/gals x))

2007-08-04T10:25:00.000-07:00

saturday agn x))
wen to movie with jac chang,nat,sherm<3 wanted jac ng to cum but she was a pig sleeping =.= ahahs x)) aft movie wen high-ing around x)) then wen batok meet jac ngng
then go church. we did some lame stuff =x hehes x)) use the orange cloth and do something like a lion dance? ahahs LOLX. was fun hohs x)) icebreaker was short. then the sharing really speaks x)) yuppx oh ya i saw jean and dru~! ahahs LOLX hehes
super sweet de jean~~ hehes then service was fun too and sermon was really nice but same thing i could not stay x((
PLS i really want to. GOD told me that it was because he wanted me to learn to jiao dai to my parents thts why he still allow me to church but wif a time limit. okies GOD this is ur will, aft sch reach everyday i inform if this pleases u x)) my mum made me cry today yuppx cause she keep say i no study but compared to last term gt improvement le wad then i cried and said ''ya larhx u always correct i always wrong " then my bro scolded me and said ur church teach u one is it dun go already! i was like i really heartbroken larhx was it really my fault? but if my bro thinks Christian shld not like that then i try control bahx x)) cause like wad lz say in trainin in 1cor de i should not cause them to stumble yuppx. and i noe i can cause i hav GOD to help me hehes x)) yuppx
then today i aslo learn alot of things x)) to love one other more.. and to be more mature and wanna build my relationship well with GOD x))
i wanna be radical, passionate, and a faithful servant to GOD x))
ca2 is coiming, dearest friends jia yous x))
ttk jia you for exam too x))

2007-08-03T02:36:00.000-07:00

Peiishanx is extremely happy x)) yuppx had a fun time with jing yi ahahs
wad qian ming hui ahahs LOLX x)) huiwen,shermin,mabel,janis,deborah,timo JIA YOU x)) hehes u all can de ahahs performing for annual award whoo~! ahahs x))
yuppx maybe u think that i am nt as impt as her u think that u can push me away just because of things u feel that are more impt then NVM i shall not bother anymore for i am nt impt to u so why should i care abt u too? but maybe nt x)) i should forgive and still love u x)) for like this i am doing wad GOD says x)) yuppx i dun wanna sin against GOD and break HIS heart yuppx i will try x)) whee~! darling jean and zealot pep i am seeing u tomo yays x)) <3 and jac jac x)) NG hehes x)) *loves~!
ppl jia you tgt in loving GOD yarhx x))

2007-08-01T07:49:00.001-07:00

boos hahas x)) i am back x)) hehes
*loves~! hees~! i shall not give up larhx since if GOD put me as a leader i will not
bahx... hehes~! i will continue to JIA YOU yuppx i dun want GOD down and i wanna strengthen our r/s with HIM x)) i wanna start memorizing the versus x)) i admit i am lazy yupp yupp i am but from today hopefully by GOD's strength i will preserve and serve him with a joyful heart x)) yuppx hehes~!
whoots ahahs i xiang tong le larhx x)) yuppx i was actually thinking of not blogging anymore? cause like nobody simply cares? ahahs x)) lalala jean jean <3 ahahs LOLX.
yuppx i forget wad i wanted to post oh wells x)) I MISS YOU!!!! x(( lalala
i am so pack this week larhx today gt remedial then e-commence then meeting.
tomo remedial then tuition. then fri test aft sch,mon remedial,tues test and common test but shiok thing is. wed-sun can rest x)) hees~! hurrays x)) yuppx so nice larhx ahahs can sleep hehes x)) but i am going to study hard!!!! i wan to learb guitar soon larhx x)) then can praise GOD hehes <3 yuppx i DUN WAN emotions to control me further yuppx i wanna be set free~! hehes x)) i dun wanna be chain down by sins and emotion i wanna break free and i know that i will always hav God by me x)) hehes~!
*loves!! and HE will help me x)) LORD JESUS take me mold me x))
i wanna live my live FOR U x)) AWESOME LORD

2007-07-30T03:37:00.000-07:00

boos ahhas x)) hees
long time no update le x)) hees~!
i love jean~! ahahs LOLX sat nv get to speak to her boo hoo
hmms guys pray that i can stay for the whole servie PLS~! cause i really wanna hear the whole sermon and answer to the altar call PLS help wo pray x)) hees~!
*loves and appreciated x))
ahahas x)) monday le so fast x((
i want to stay at sat forever ahahs lolx x)) okies
i am encouraged today x) hees~! i love u~!
whees~! u noe wed and sat are greatest x)) whees~! ahahs
i will praise u LORD x)) and worship for u LOVE US SOOO~!
AWESOME GOD~! yupps thanks and loves~!

2007-07-25T06:01:00.000-07:00

rahhs i didnt see u ahahs but nvm x)) i felt GOD!!!~~ hees~ walking pass and back and pass three times i felt x)) yuppx AWESOME~ how i wished i spoke to Him then x(( nvm x)) QT today i will spent alot of time wif u okies~! AHAHS
yupps x)) i was emo? ahahs cause ahahs.... x)) yuppx u and me world apart larhx i must kan kai le larhx x)) i dun wanna get hurt le ahahs ENOUGH muahahs x))
i am so proud to love u yet now ahahs i am ?? i dunno ahahs x))
no no no ahahs all for GOD!! no more!!! ahahs
peiishanx loves wed and sat x)) hees~ jacqueline NG x)) sat bible study REMEMBER!!!<3
yupps my adorable and cute and pretty and hyper and i dunno wad diciple aahahs and DEON!~ ahahs <<3 so sweet larhx ahahs
takiiecares loves~

2007-07-22T02:38:00.000-07:00

guys u no wad, JEAN JEAN BIRTHDAY same as my spiritual birthday x)) super qiao larhx x)) yays ahhas x)) hope she will stay sweet always and have lotza fun!!! i super love her larhx x)) hees~ TAKIIECARES!~<<3

2007-07-22T02:37:00.000-07:00

hellos x)) hehes~
hurray today my spiritual birthday x)) the day i get to noe GOD once agn ,the day i get back to HIM, the day i noe ZEALOT~! hees~ as i look back, one year passed... so fast right? hahs alot of memories good, bad ,hyper everything hahas x)) its like i really learn to love cell group and learn to love GOD more~ and get to noe alot of beloved people in church they are sooo sweet hahas x)) exp zealot2~! heees~ my beloved cell group. wen i think of this, i think of shermin= the gal standing there for me always and we been through alot of things together,bad,good, happy ,sad yuppx i thank u girl<3
then derek= cell group leader xD was there for me too x)) i noe that i can trust on him to give me advise and even talk to thanks uncle durian x)) sabrina= ahhh!! my sweet discipler hahas thanks for bs x)) it was really great k x)) thx for pushing out time for me x)) i noe u are very busy cause alot of project to chiong. xie xie <3
deborah=deb dear arrhx x)) u are so caring larhx <<3 hees~! continue to stay faithful k <3 u girl leonard=my beloved xiiao di <3 thanks for everything yuppx u are such a good brother x)) continue to jia you tgt x)) <<3 hees~ core grp!! hehes wenghong,weekiat,edward,alvinng,jacng,jacchang,nat,yijie,= all of u have a special position in my heart and it will not be replaced<<3 lets all continue to even dive in to love and to be a living testimony to people x)) and be radical for GOD always searching for a opportunity to glorify GOD hehes~ yuppx guys/gals!!! i love u x))
yays x)) thank u ppl for being part of my memory but inoe we tgt will have even more!! hehees~!yuppx i love u guys <<3 and of cause i still love huiwen,mabel,angel,janis,jingyi,jiamin and friends x)) hees~
ppl lets jia you for GOD!!!! x))

2007-07-21T07:34:00.000-07:00

my dearest~!hahas still gt some i no put in ahahas x))
jean~ dru~ hmms... i also forget le ahahas x)) *loves~ send me ur pic larhx!~ i add in hahas hees~ miss yu also hahas zealot 123 x)) hees~ all also can send me ahahs x))
if dun like the pic i also can change ahahs x)) hees~ lalala x)) i saw u yays x))
i love him but nt b4 GOD hahs yuppx.. yays~ hees~ i also saw jean and dru and thx for ppl like my sausage i did so hard larhx hahas 3 hours in the morning larhx ahhas but worth it larhx ahahs x)) sherm and deb will make for u all to eat larhx ahhas and jac x)) <<3 u guys ahahas x))sat i do agn ahahs x)) cause jac one ahahs x)) but must change la so sianx ahahs x)) but i like doing~! hehes~ thank GOD for speaking <<3 hehes i noe wad to do le x)) thx x)) <<3 i love cell group ALOT !!!

2007-07-20T03:20:00.000-07:00

x)) hellos~
random stuffs pass by my head so hurtful so wanting me to give in to my emotions and everything i hope i did not? i dunno cause i really felt so down hahs x)) i will try to control de. sorry if i hurt u.. not purposely de ahahs x)). i promise u guys no more emoness okies x)) *loves~ cause i hate it larhx i dun want ppl around me to see my temper and have to qian jiu me yuppx x)) i am not a princess tht needs to be qian jiu always i am GOD's child and he ask me to be a living testimony to ppl around me. so yuppx i dun want any freaking attitude tht hurts ppl larhx x))yuppx wake up from my life of being a non Christian but be a good gal to glorify my dearest DADDY name x)) hees~ i want to do everything for GOD x)) yuppx i am hyper so yarhx ahahs x)) hmms miss yu thx for ur concern x)) <<3 i am fine x)) love tht hug u gave x)) u leave le x'( but will see u soon alrights ahahs x)) yays x)) u are my super cute miss yu x)) hahs i thought of u but i dunno now there is pain thinking of u. hmms... i dunno but i will love till it fades x)) <<3i feel so loved by friends around me x) encouragements and care~ deb sherm mabel huiwen jingyi angel janis miss yu~ jean~ dru derek and many more~ thx from the deepest of my heart. NO DOUBTS x)) i love u guys x)) hees~ i saw siewling!~ cute her x))<3 super cute de SIEWLING~ hees 22/7/07 is coming~ yays my spiritual birthday~ i love it yays
shermin de also x)) yays yays. u noe wad,i use to dun like cell group i only like servie larhx, but now, i feel a great sense of belonging to zealot x)) exp love frm zealot2 and members tht are willing to speak to me unlike last time i feel so stressed up. now hmmx more members but i feel more blessed x)) cause they are like so hao exp wen i talk to u all, u all dun dao me x)) XIE XIE and answer my QNS. thankies~
u are so great to me can~ ahahs then also for jac nat sab <<3yuppx sweet girls then weekiat leo<3 good brother in Christ and exp leo for everything x)) being my ear x))
yijie<3 barney darryl josh<3 alvinng,wenghong,edward<<3 jac and deon<<3 sweet disciple dun disappoint me k x)) deon continue to push~
derek<3 dun need say larhx ahahs in times of need i noe u are there x)) xie xie x)) and sherm<<<<<<<3 do i still hav to say abt this girl? she is such a blessing in my life such a passionate Christian larhx and super blur and cute toos x)) <<3
then also liang zhi<3 u arrhx area leader~ also a encourager and sweet and lame too~
then also because of some friends in church tht make going to church so exciting to go x))
jean~ dru~ yingmei~ xuele~ ghimhwee~ ttk~ yunqi~ ben,siewling alot more larhx hahs
so nice <3 super love them x))
but my main focus is on the AWESOME FATHER~!
so wad if the world hates me? i dun care~~~!!! for is how GOD sees me that matters x)) yupps. love one another even the enemies x)) GOD i will try my best~ hees~ u are so awesome~ i wanna seek u more larhx x)) i dun wanna be just a CHRISTIAN i wanna spent alot of time wof u GOD if i did anything wrong:sorry~ thx for everything u did
it was all so awesome~~~<<3 u are the onli one i could trust. thx! <<3 i wanna shine ur light for u. GOD i tried but was rejected but fret not i will jia you derhx!!!! yes for i noe is ur timing tht counts x)) show me hu to share too LORD
you are AWESOME

2007-07-18T06:34:00.000-07:00

boos ahahs back to blog x)) hees~
i saw U!!!!!!!!!! x)) smilex xP u chao cute can x= opps x))
today lessons are so nice x))so short and sweet x))ahahs x)) i had e commence today!
yuppx thts why wen church office late x(( so sianx haix... ahahs but nvm at least i got to pray x)) hees~ and SEE till my darling jean jean and dru dru ahahs x)) they had pm too x)) i really hope deon is able to come for nubian gents larhx x)) i believe GOD will allow i hav been praying for u all along x)) JIA YOU *loves i will be there for u ALWAYS!! x)) deon JIA YOUS x)) *loves~ my dearest sister x)) keep ur faith on~ hehes~. i attitude sherm and sab today opps =s SORRRRY!!! cause i was reaallllyyy mad larhx but now okies le x)) cheerful le x)) hees~ peiishanx loves u both TONS + deon, jean jean,dru dru,deb,derek,leo,MISSYU~<<3 RETARDS~ ahahs x)) i will never forget u guys larhx SWEETEST!!!!!!!!!AND ALOT MORE PEPS LARHX nat jac jac all also x))
hees~ i will keep u guys in prayers x))*loves~ and U i missed u even now x)) *adores~

2007-07-17T01:21:00.000-07:00

after much thoughts ahhaas....
i dunno wad to say anymore.i just wanna see u that all i want x)) i am trying hard to be slow to anger so pls!!!! i really dun want u all make me le larhx i dun wanna break down in front of u guys my stress level is already very high le can dun add in anymore? i dun blame u guys for fun u all do it but i sometimes really feel a sharp pain in my heart DO U GUYS NOE? i dun blame really x)) just maybe sometimes i am emotional? i dunno i cry easily now... though i dunno if it is good or bad ahahs x))
friends i will cheer up and get well sooner then u noe it x)) i love u guys alot really!!! x))<<3 without u guys life is not perfect anymore x)) though in ur heart i am nt impt? ahahs but its alright x)) i cherish u guys still x)) <<3 u all hav a special place in my heart tht not normal friends can take it x)). miss yu is really sweet x))
she gave me and sherm card x)) yays <<3 she is so sweet x)) i love her x) miss wong too x)) hees~ oh yarhx shermin heart heart HAPPY BIRTHDAY x))
i love u dearly hees~ my dearest! hees~ i hope time will stop at sat each and everyday x)) i miss u dearly but u .... ahahs no bahx... its okies x))
i will still love u till one day feelings fade thts wen i forget u and i give up hope on u x))
zealot peps JIA YOU for GOD bahx x))

2007-07-14T07:53:00.000-07:00

peiishanx is here to blog!!! x))
i thought of alot of stuffs x))
all so randomly pass my mind larhx ahahs x))yays x)) i am happy i am WAKE x))
been sleeping larhx x)) i wanna do things tht glorify God i dun wanna be just a member
but someone who brings honor to to GOD,no more being so emotional yuppx no more being angry over petty stuffs. i wanna sing out praises to GOD no longer ashame because I AM PROUD THAT I AM GOD's CHILD, AWESOME!!!!yea ahhas
sing praises to my awesome father x))jac no come x(( i so sad larhx nvm nvm NXT WEEK!!! ahhas x))) <<3. today i had tuition x)) nicey ahahs cause like hen gd larhx then sher hees~ and also met with sherm be4 gg church x)) yays ahhas we eat CAKE!!! muahahas x))
so nice~ ahahs then met derek x)) hees~ my debdear was like sleeping at home she is chao pig can!!! blog till sleep!!! hahs but its ok i still <<3 u ahahs LOLX
2.30 wen church yays great!!! i was down x( hahs cause of jac x(( hahx LOLX no larhx hahs i was nt down was just i also dunno ahahs. sherm and deb was great pei-ing me x))
but i gt to speak to jac aft tht!!! so happy yay x))
then sherm shared!!!! obedience yays. she so cute larhs hen scared hahs but it was nicey hahs alot time spent x))
derek u also gt credit larhx arrhx ahahas. aft tht i deb and i wen makaning hahs
yays lolx hahs then wen service~ hahs sermon was AWESOME hahs GOD thxies x))
u are like prepare things for my life each and every week x))
i wanna cherish my relationship wif u!!!! how many times have i broken ur heart and yet u forgive me... how can i take u for granted and crucify u on the cross agn and agn. wen i heard the song :all for love i cried cause its like he did alot!! and i wanna obey him x) aft service i and deb waited for sherm~ ahahs then jean gave me the encouragement card? paper? latter ahahs yays x)) so touched x)) hees~ it frm dru and jean <<3 yays her drawing so cute <<3 and nice WO AII JEAN JEAN AND DRU DRU ahahs yays so sweet de them x)) THANKIES!!!! u all are like so sweet ahsh x)) dru dru i will try to help u larhx hahs LOLX yays x)) i shall keep contents confidential hahs LOLX
onli peiishanx or xiiaosuanner can read it ahahs LOLX
yays hahs x)) i was really very happy larhx as u can see i am still saying abt it hahs lolx x)) sherm bday counting down 3 days hahs x)) yays hahs x))
i wanna bash her lolx hahs saw roger and Gabriel today~ lalala x))
okies le bahx hahs unhappy things shall nvm appear le hahs x))
*loves~

2007-07-12T06:07:00.000-07:00

thursday!!!
x)) i had bs wif jac x)) though she is late ahahs nvm nvm x))
we had a great time right?? x))then LOCY came hahs he extra~
hahs x)) then saw jean and andrew whee~ ahahs x)) my jean jean is still de best muahhas
x)) yuppx. aft bs wen to westmall walk walk and read the footprints x))
so sweet x)) GOD will be there for us and even carry us wen we are weary x)) yays
AWESOME father x)). yea~ then jac jac and i wen home at 5 with LOCY ahahs. chat wif deb derek sherm hahs LOLX
pei her and there then at last i lonely sobx LOLX kidding~
ahahs today i was emo x)) ahahs sorry x(( if i made anyone?? hahs i was really worried about my result for maths and be4 that i was worried for the test and i really regretted nt gg the maths remedial. wen miss ng tole me tht she was disappointed i was too but i am with myself haix when can i ever wake up!!!!!
rahhs slap me can. someone... haix...

so wad if was treated as a substitute in GOD's eyes i am not one!!!!
u treated me unimportantly but GOD does NOT!!!! u win liaos! how i wanted to slap u on ur face and a real hard one!!! u neglected my feelings again and again.i dunno how to do for nt being invisible in ur eyes larhx x)) haix.... i hope u would WAKE UP study larh can!!!!!

2007-07-09T06:21:00.000-07:00

lalala i really hen sianx so i blog lo x)) hees x))
i am pissed today yarhx thanks arrh to ... lala i shall not say ahahs x))
but confirm not the one who tag me and i tag them ahahs LOLX
yuppx hees~ oh yea~ lalala i cannt upload a pic i use photoshop edit de x((
haix i spent not alot of time yet nt little rahhx~
i missed u dearly =x LOLX ahahs x)) to me u are wonderful hehes
oh ya sherm deb me fasted and prayed agn x)) hees~ awesome x))
i believe GOD will answer my prayers x)) yuppx deon JIA YOU hees~
lalala 3 more days and i meet jac ahahs i wun late u too yarhx ahahs x)<<3
deon~ i want meet u x))
aft being a disciple i really know wad i want frm i discipler so i will try to do it
hees~ <<3 whole heartedly and thinking of u all,all the time x))
yuppx sherm and deb i had a great chat x)) and i love alot of ppl now x)) hees~
i mean zealot larhx in sch larhx yuppx more commited i was also shocked wad i wun do and say to come church and i am really happy hehes really i love it, i love coming to church i love u guys/gals LOlx x)) yuppx u all encourge me by turning up and enthu in games x)) xie xie wen i am down sum really does cheer me up hehes
<<3 ^^xiiaosuanner is soo soo soo loved!!!

2007-07-07T10:14:00.000-07:00

hellos i am back to blog ahahs x))
i am chao happy x)) hees~ cause ya ya i can go church x)) GOD answered my prayer x))
and ya i feel thta i sould not always think that i am in a bad situation alot of ppl around me are even worst yuppx i shld be happy x))
oh ya now i noe i hav a caring kor x)) he knew i cry then rush out and allow me to stay till 8 though wen i home all ppl not home =.=''' but it was worth it x)) cause... i know my kor cares THANkies x)). roger dar anytime u online and see until, i am happy for u x)) cause u no longer feel pastor talk is sianx le and u enjoy and WANT TO STAY even though u cant PRAY x)) soon can de. i will pray for u toos x))hahas i love roger dar x)) hehes and i love HIM too ahahs i saw him yays x)) alot alot x))
was so sad i had to leave early x(( but hahas he does not evn care x(( lalala its okies~ lalalahx GOD thankies for speaking to me x)) i will change my attitude x))
my stomach still pain x(( haix wad to do?? PRAY FOR ME hehes. oh ya jac ng x)) u takiiecares okies x)) ur back arrhx x)) dun do if u cannt mahx... silly u x)) explain nxt time x)) it hurts me larhx see u like so pain. ahahas x))
i just wanna be happy le no more sadness enough le u noe wen i think of u i think of hugging u x)) hees~ u so cute =x ahahs x)) be my bear ahahas x))
GOD i want spent more time wif u x)) just like today x)) yays x)) lead me in studies too x))
i feeling so happy hees~ yays x) i laugh like siao for the dumbness of me rahhx as i look at the past WHY did i even think of nt gg church DUMB ME arrhx now no more x)) yuppx how dumb tht i dun want do qt and everything and daoing my church friends and scolding the #@&&^#^# larhx ahahs now i am awake i dun wanna be far frm GOD it is so not nice larhx i want close wif him x)) GOD i will try to make time for both of my disciple and i will make time for core gathering and even sharing of Christ x))yuppx x)) i was so foolish in the past ahahs x)) thankies to sherm leo derek sab who are there to encourage me x)) u all rocks larhx deb i love u too but ahahs u were backslide that time so ahahs... u encourage me in alot of other things too x))
lalalahx~ i am happy that jac jac came <<3 okies i shall end le ahahs
I LOVE EVERYONE IN MY LIFE oh yarhx x)) wasin teaching me thai yays hehes x)) i teach him chi ahahs hope all things turns out well x))
*LOVES!~

2007-07-05T23:03:00.000-07:00

unfair~ haix i shall forgive u x)) but I REALLY HEN BU GAN XING!!!!! u arse larhx
u care abt her only rights rahhx stop ur hypocrite-ness larhx i am hurt larh x((
u arrh.... haix... i no comment larhx u can care abt her all u one i wun give a dam anymore btw its ur choice wad so no point also....
i am pissed of u x(( and i dun feel like seeing u at all x((
*close eyes*
BIAS FREAKO!!!!! i hate u !!!!!!! paiseh i am venting my anger dun mind x))
hehes x))
lalalahx but i am happy today hehes x)) course... i no think HIM hehes x)) i am still fasting and praying TEMPTATION SHOO~ ahahs x)) ohs and today i had a great time studying cause it is just a short short day ahahs x))yuppx although i will have gastric pain but for GOD and with GOD is okies derhx hehes i LOVE GOD!! he is awesome x))
lalala

2007-07-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

i hope that u can be more open to me PLS!!! x)) dun hav to avoid i wun bite... i really wanna show my concern over you... any problems just say x)) i will be ur listening ear i will be there 4 you. though no 24/7 but i will try... i dunno if i can cheer u up but i will be sitting there to lent u a shoulder to cry and i will be there. I PROMISE!!!
yes i seriously mean it. i spoke to GOD yesterday he told me to fast and pray over gg church yuppx hours are long but i can de cause i am weak yet strong hees~ frm 8-5 ahahs x)) i really wanna hunger GOD!!!i wanna be close to him i wanna GROW!! CELL grp to GROw toos x)) yuppx and blabla.... and i will hav to keep HIM out of my mind le x(( how sad but for GOD it is alright x)) ahahs x)) yuppx i TOMO HAV BS!!! AHAhas yays i am crazy now hehes x)) lalala and daddy coming?? ahahs LOLX x)) i miss u for today thts all x))
and i knew something x)) u are not that old at all x)) ahahs x)) yays yays lalala~ LOLX deb deb dear I LOVE U x)) sherm heart heart <<3 i love u larhx x)) hehes huiwen>>get well!!! my bestie papa x)) mabel>> my beloved jie!!! angel>> my mama ahahs x)) and she is soo kind<<3 janis,jingyi,jiamin>> u all are sooo sweet hehes x))
u noe wad x)) i thank GOD for all this ppl in my life and of course ZEALOT2 peps x)) and zealot 1,3 hehs x)) and LIANG ZHI ahahs x)) without u all my life is total failure. ahahs x)) yuppx exp sab derek leonard sherm deb deon <<3 u all rock larhx x)) stupid LOCY ahahs x)) x= i am blessed x)) yuppx i dun wanna be b4 de me i wanna change to impact life 4 GOD no more praying to GOD only wen i need help but a all time matter x))

2007-07-04T07:26:00.000-07:00

heys back to post hehes x))
ahahs i saw him!!! wad else is just so great??? oh ya of course pm toos talking to GOD!!! hehehs wohoos~
ahahs x)) i love HIM alot larhx but... ahahs i no ethe outcome hehs x)) lalala
x))<<3!!!! ahahs x)) oh ya today was such a great day!!! ahahs x)) because it is short=.=''' hehes~ tomo i am chiong home to study i dun care x)) hehes x))
dun ask me out eat lehx... i will xing ruan diao de ahahs =x hehes x))
so yuppx i hope everyday will be goody. hehes and can see u ahahs but impossible ahahs
nvm nvm.... i bought an icecream and all it was to... ahahs deb dear x)) hehs
OHHHS!!! happybirthdayMUMMY<<3
hehes x)) i love her larhx x)) now my gastric hurts like hell x((
i feel so bad x(( pls pls pray for me. for long long time le larhx x((
*xiiaosuanner<<3 u all x))

2007-07-03T07:17:00.000-07:00

boos~ come to blog agn hahas
dun say i always dun update hohs!!! ahahas x))
whees~ i love school =.=''
LOLX sch is chao sian de cans?? then i out of basketball le ehs??
okies ahahs i want change link den ahahs x)) so alvin SHHH>.< chao chao chao!!!
LOLX i wanna dig his eyes out!!! lalalala x)) dun ask why and who ahahs derek noe xP
jac jac i miss u aahahas LOLX xP i wanna meet my dearest cg members!!!
i wanna conduct the prayer conference agains all thanks to sherm constipation thingy MUAHAHAHA x)) let us hav so great a memory hees~ deb deb see le yao tag hahas LOLX
oh ya today was GREAT!!! hehes had a nice sleep muahahas x)) i pig ma cannt blame
lalalalalala~ hmmx time spent with retards are sooosoo nicey!!! hees i will cherish u all more de hehes x)) VOLLEY BALL!!!~~ hees~ LOLX xP. i wanna see u !! all deb's fault ahahs make me so mad!! lalalalahx~ ohhs my gastric pain!! rahhx~ i dun like eat medi!! hows?? hehes x)) i so excited to sch tomo yays=.=''' ya right....
i hope to see u larhx!!! but impossible x(( i want cry le larhx LOL
ahahs hyper mood sorry~ i am always like that in the night larhx ahahs
i will be chao siao lalalala~ i wanna share Christ!!! i want more ppl come!!
i want to see more salvation.... but i scared!! =.=''' hmms how? die die die ahahs nvm i shall pray ahahas x)) i just wanted to say GOD,retards,zealot,famili, friends are my all x)) u all encourages me alot!!! exp deon hehes thank you for being constant.. really hehs... yuppx oh ya huiwen hehes u hav been by my side always!!! x)) u noe me inside out ahahs x)) yuppx hehes thank you all for EVERYTHING I TRUELY LOVE U ALL LOADS

2007-07-02T07:52:00.000-07:00

whees~ to blog now hehes
sch is tomo oh wells hate it but i will learn to love it?
hmmx i just hope all things turns out well tomo x))
i hate u!!! u are like such a distance away frm me!!! dun like me then forget it larhx
u are like so guo fen can right in front of my face somemore!!! u very big arrhx.
raahhhx!!!!! pspsps guys i am so pissed ahahs but i will forgive de ahahs
for i wanna obey God x))
i wanna be radical i wanna change my life for GOD i want i want!!!
lalala i hav encouraging sister and brother around me~~ yays x))
i love deon too i wan her back dun u all too?? ahahs x)) she is sucj a faithful servant to GOD larhx if i were in her shoes i might had give up already but i thank God for putting her into my life to encourage me on and jac u too encourages me u noe x)) by ur actions x)) hehs x) i love u two lalala~ and derek daddy larhx x)) hehs who has been there wen i am sad and i noe that i can share my problems to him hehs AND GOD!!!!! hehes for speaking to me yays i love HIM DEARLY!!! ahahs x))i just hope for peps to join in zealot2 yays x))
yuppx i love u guys load ZEALOT2~~
LEONARD XIIAODI,SHERMHEARTx2,DEBDEAR,
SAB,JACDEARDEAR,NAT,JIEJIE,JOSH,DARRYL,ALVIN=.=,
WENGHONG,EDWARD,RONGJUN,WANPING
YEAPS x)) DEARLI MISSED!!!

2007-06-30T10:10:00.000-07:00

can we be like how we used to be?? so pure and that quite united?
why do we have to part?? why on separate ways?? why like that i really hope for we all to get to the pass. just as roger said WHY DUN WE HAVE A FRIEND THEN ENEMY??
yupx it makes real sense. why keep hurting ourselves?? do we have any to gain?? onli hurts and hatred between us wad right??
i cried today x)) but at least GOD spoke!!! x)) that he put me in this family for a reason x)) yuppx and that i should turn de situation around and not absorb the hurt ur parents give us but we shld wanna do great because of wad they said x)) yuppx
i thought over. there is no use think so much le yuppx i realli just wanna live days happily no more sad le THIS IS WAD I TRULY WANT!!!! i dun wanna emo i dun wanna be depress x)) i wanna be open up x)) dear, heart and retards lets open up ourselves okies tell each other stiff and not keeping it to ourselves le. can we?? hees~ peiishanx is blessed to have GOD who i can count on x)) zealot 2exp derek sherm deb sab and ppl who encourages me along the way x)) jean jean ahahs x)) no larhx =x just that i really wanna bong a close relationship with all the ppl around me le yuppx i dun want to stay in my comfort zone too i wanna talk to the new comers yuppx
oh YA hurrays for jac ng who accepted CHrist
i love her larhx =) hees~ she is a sweetie pie x)) <<3

2007-06-29T20:55:00.000-07:00

You Are Ned Flanders

A good neighbor and a devout Christian, you are a community leader.

And you are called to make the world a better place, especially for left handed people.

You will be remembered for: your goofy expressions - "hi-dilly, ho-dilly!"

Your life philosophy: "I've done everything the Bible says - even the stuff that contradicts the other stuff!"

The Simpsons Personality Test

AM I ?? hahahs but i wanna be hehes x))

2007-06-29T10:09:00.000-07:00

OH YA jac is coming tomo woo hoos x)) praise GOD
but ppl let us pray that she will accept and that she will come and not back out x))
hehes yuppx yays
HOPES FOR HER TO BE SAVE hehes

2007-06-29T09:53:00.000-07:00

lalalah mabel and deb LOLLIPOP lehs hahs LOLX
neve go sch today x)) stomach pain pain x((
wen to the doc and was given medi x))
black de LOLX can u imagine?? hahs so eee.....
not nice not nice at all x(( hees~ but i am happy cause i bought my hello kitty sweet frm 7-11 hehes
yays nicey x)) and STRAWBERRY DE AND IS PINK!! lalala x))
my mood is high today x)) hehes i love sherm huiwen crystal yueyu roger mabel LOADS larhx x)) deb deb sms her no reply i want cry x(( but i love u still x)) ahahas
was crapping alot today x)) yays hahs x)) i love thokkai dear dear chopsticks/pig too ahahs yays
peiishanx dun want emo le larhx I WANT HAPPY DE x))
yays x)) i hope i will not feel inferior again larhx it feels chao bad larhx can
RAHHS!!!! there goes my stomach PAIN againx

2007-06-29T08:45:00.000-07:00

Your Depression Level: 48%

You seem to have mild depression.
A lot of people fall into your range, and it's quite possible you don't need treatment.
If you've been feeling this way for a while, you may want to seek help.

Are You Depressed?

ehs?? derek dun find me x))

You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie

Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting.
You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying!

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

yays treat me anyone?? LOLX

You Are a Candy Heart

You're definitely a pro when it comes to romance - and you have great dating etiquette.
Plus you probably smell and taste pretty darn good.

Are You a Candy Heart or a Candy Fart?

CANDY HEART

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values.
Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love.
But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question.
No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

lalalahx

2007-06-27T07:23:00.001-07:00

i cut my hair alreay x((
it sucks x(( i want it to grow FAST!!! its so pathetic larhx x((
i wan to cry x(( haix....
i am emoing now x(( hees i like it?? NO!!! but i somehow haven get to get rid of it x((
HELP ME SOMEONE hahs, GOD pls x))
i am madli in love with u HOWS!!!! i cannt control myself x((
i wanna cry le larhx x(( i want to see u fast fast x))
JEAN JEAN !!! i did not get to speak to u today at PM i forget x(( rahhx
i WANNT to talk to u today de larhx STUPID DEREK!!! u make me forget arrrhx!!!
i want i want hahs LOLX
i am mad abt jean hahs opps later her bf jealous then i x___x WAHAHAS x))
xP she is soo sweeet ahahas x))
a crappy day a crappy life but i missed u still~

2007-06-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

peiishanx is here to blog YAYS
I LOVE U GUYS YAYS x)) i can be hyper unexpectedly WAHAHAS
first day of sch
oh new sch is sooo ulu larhx hahs walk sooo long derhx x((
first day gt homework le haix.... i will do it hahs i want be GUAI KIA x)) HEEES
wahahs wanted go go to market eat with mabel and deb de but all close!!! so wen rooftop hahs x)) then jingyi come find us whee~ hahs x))
wen to ckk with mabel jy and deb then i and deb wen library hahs x)) manage to borrow books x)) EH ttk i am guai de cans xP.WAHAHAs x)) then deb and i wen home tgt yays hahs LOLX crap alot hahs. hope that tomo will be a better day bahx x)).
i want bs larhx.... deb and sherm already faster den me larhx xP rahhx!!! hahs x)) i am like sooo slow hahs x)) lalala.... i want to quit but i dun dare.... HOWS.....

2007-06-22T10:32:00.000-07:00

hohos i am feeling good bad inferior i dunno all messed up x((
i can make out a smile. i can say i am fine. but deep inside my heart i am SOO hurt soo dunno this feeling i cannt explain,but chalet WAS FUN all was my true feelings NO kidding!!! yuppx i enjoy u guys soooo much x)) u were there 4 me. i can count on u all x)) but now i keep things to myself. i find it better this way x)). i can manage de x)). if i cant i noe u guys are there for me. so i hav no fear x)) wif u guys i am soo safe x)).
*loves~ cycling was fun x)) yuppx riding huiwen was the best hahs all the lame stuffs x)) hahs WE ARE CRAPPER ehs x)). oh yarhx hope u are feeling better, aft setting yup the icecream stall wif the bike hahs x)). next time more careful okies. hehs after much begging i can come to the chalet, I AM BLESSED!!! x)) exp wif u guys.

roger<<3 x)) my ahma cum erzi x)) the fish,coke,marshmallow and erms ur scaring off the cat hahs x) you were caring x))
huiwen<<3my papa/crapper x)) thx for the chats x)) and walks hahs and coping of sweets with chai bing and janis x)) hahs i love it x)). miss, yu le bai fen bai DUN CRY ARRHX chai bing x))
bingchen<<3 u are LAME x)) hahs but its fun x)).
mabel<<3 ahhh my jie x)) send me home yays x)) and cook e food for us. hahs x))
janis<<3 OHH u girl did SOO Much XIE XIE x)) hehes u are like chao great larhx x)) chalet we had fun. yuppx and u learnt to ride a BIKE yays hahs *claps* walking and craping with u was fun too x))
SHERMIN<<3 my heart heart<<3 after er u grown yupps yays JIA YOUS bahx x))
u called me first thing u wake up yays hahs x)) crap alot hahs x)). deb me and u shall support each other YUPX yays =)
deb>> dear<<3 u came SOOO LATE xP hahs nvm i can forgive de hahs LOLX x)) okies larhx x)) thx for the drinks THEY WERE SWEET x)) u gt the gift of tongues yarhx *claps* u had it yays x)) u got it ALL THE WHILE U WANTED IT x)) hehes x)) jingyi>> mei mei<<3 u rock ahhs!!! zI LIANx yays wif u so fun x))u and ur boy JIA YOUS bahx hahs. lets rock down the house agns PPL x)) hahs x)) u guys are great thise that back out TOO BAD *naninanipoopoo* hahs but aft fun i was emo agns hahs x)) but i hope i can get over it hehes x)) hope that retards all wun fall out and get closer x)) we yao be GREAT FRIENDS x))and
miss yu<<3 LOVE THAT CHAT WIF YOUUUUU x)) hahs *loves~! NEVER forgotten

2007-06-20T23:17:00.000-07:00

peiishanx now dunno if she is right or wrong
is my position in ur heart just sooo sooo low?? hmmx maybe..... i have totally no comments neither should i hav any hehes i am still happy x))
oh ya x)) wen i am low thanks to derek his bothering skills that wen i say it out i felt better??? anw thanks x)) sab too x)) u hav been my listening ear x)) xie xie aft yesterday i find out that life is a meaningless thing??? it is just a cycle
study then back home, then wen u are able to work, the cycle goes work home work home then, old le is just slack around at home. so sianxx..... i hav no mood to school x(( i just wanna spent my time at home hahs x)) yuppx .... i cherish that moment we had together but WHY MUST U LIE TO ME?? i am feeling soo soo bad now. why cant u just be true ful to me?? rahhx!!! but i am ur hu?? hmms.... nobody bahx..... just someone that holds on to one of ur secret?? hmmx i hav no comments i will stay de same old way x)) sorry sorry and sorry to my mum to hav to withstand my childish acts and behavior.i find it soo bad of me x(( i am still trying to change cause i am not perfect and i am aiming to be x)). maybe in friendship two is company three is a crowd?? i dunno but time just pass by even if u are sad,happy,angry,depress so why nt chose to live everyday as if ur last and ur happiest day in ur life?? peiishanx is now happy sad confused..... but i will get over it sooon x))

2007-06-20T09:00:00.000-07:00

wad happen i realli dunno. why is the outcome this??? i dunno larhx xP
we were so close but now so far... x(( i guess there is no long long friendship bahx
onli GOd that i can count on x(( haix.... realli i find friendship veri veri fragile hmmmmx.... shall not say anymore bahx x)) hehes x)) i must be happy happy derhx x))
now i pia-ing mathx hmmx hope by tomo all done. x)) i am forward to chalet x)) though i somehow did nt do much haix feel so bad but.... hahs x))
i onli hope for God thats all i want now x))

2007-06-18T07:11:00.000-07:00

heyx long time since i posted le hehes x))
yuppx x))*smilex~
aft all these days i sorted out my feelings DUMB ME x))
without u is just sooo soo sooo empty i miss u do u know that? i doubt so.....
hahs x)) its nice knowing that my cell grp members are open up and we had alot of bonding together x)) will never forget days with zealot 123 it is in my mind. all the memories x)) yupx i will learn to cherish friendship much more!!! x)) yes yes x)) i dun wan anymore conflicts yes yes yes x)) i loves beaches x)) hehes x)) just so relaxing x)) yupps x)) memories with u guys are soo nice x)) exp the dirty little secret and the "'she' is so sexy u guys shld be like her part x))
yuppx MEMORIES x)) *SMILEX~
and the pic i posted is exp for GHIMHWEE THE BHB TO SEE x))

2007-06-11T12:50:00.001-07:00

2007-06-11T11:37:00.000-07:00

heys hahs i long time no post le hahs.
been slacking around hahs. x)) my mum does nt allow me out larhx!!!
due to my results haix... i no comment larhx but nvm larhx i can mug larhx hahs x)) yuppx. x))
this holiday like so fast. now third week le x((
i somehow feel that i nv do anything larhx.
haix but i wen out on sat and sun, this two days can. x))
hahs x)) lalalahx. my cousin bday today yays~ hahs. HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE HER!!! x))
hehs.yuppx. hehs. she is so dear to me!!! x)) we wen vivo on sun!!
yuppx! nicey~~ hahs. walk and buy like wad? sweets??
LOLX!! hahs. x)) enjoyable going out with her yuppx.
hehes! peiishanx did her homework today!!! see so guai~ x))
hahas. x)) but had this stupid headache that bothered me the whole afternoon!!!
rahhx oh my gosh larhx!!! i cannt concentrate so pain!!!
i relly miss all retard member!! x))
exp huiwen!!!yuppx hahs and janis jingyi mabel angel.......
hahs x)) yupppx i just hope that everyone be happy. x)) yuppx.
yuppx i wanna change blog skin!!!! hahs x))
ZEALOT ROCKS!!!
lalalahx~ heart heart sherm hav freedom!!! her braces is off tomo!!! hahs.

2007-06-08T09:49:00.001-07:00

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

2007-06-02T08:43:00.000-07:00

heys x)) hehs
smilex x)) ppl i found back my FIRST LOVE THAT I First encounter God x))
i promise to be radical for him x))
*loves~ i love the session on work shop x)) almost all speaks to me
x)) thx GOD x)) i know u did all these for me x))
i wanna shine ur light x))

2007-06-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

guess wad!!!!
hehs GOD TOUCH me and the feeling was like GOD I WANNA COME BACK to u!!!
i cried two times he touch i was so grateful x))
he was there in level two all along i feel HIM
so strong so real so deep. i want to back wif HIm and close once again
yuppx so dun tempt me hahs x)). i dun wanna be so petty anymore!!!!
u know wad, i am gonna change x)) i say hen long le hohs? hahs but this time let me take into action x))
yi jie jie jie x)) sorry x)) cute little hamster boy boy x))
oh GOD he is so awesome
let him touch me today!!! x))
i want HIM IN MY LIFE and i wanna tHINK of HIm everyday
x))
*XIIAO SUANNER
LOVES GOD X))

2007-05-31T12:12:00.001-07:00

You scored as Emo Kid, You listen to emo. 'Nuff said. You know how to dress. You usually feel as if nobody understands you.

Emo Kid

47%

Loner

40%

Punk

40%

Goth

40%

Prep

33%

"Ghetto"

27%

Stoner

27%

Hot

26%

Jock

20%

Geek/Nerd

20%

What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?
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i am a emo kid yays hahs LOLX
x))

2007-05-29T10:04:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder, that why on earth are that such hypocrites yuppx
they can pretend to be on e same sude with u but yet boot lick the other party.
i realli wonder i realli do~ maybe it is just a personality matter ??
i dunno but i realli dun like cause its like so fake!!!! wen i see the things u write i freak off cans.
i knew u were like that but...... i did not know even on this matter i was shock really i was totally shocked i help u in times that ppl do not like u. i told u the truth this time ,u dun believe FINE
but why boot lick both sides ehs??
nvm about this le i shall forgive and forget ehs x))
mon
i wen my cousin house x)) did some stuff was a failure but nvm larhx hahs x))
try again nxt time x))
tues
wen out hahs x))
lalalala ~~
if love have a price to pay i am willing to do it yeas x))
all my friends and gans wo aii nii mens x))
*lov es~! adores~
lalala x))
wo ke yi bu ke ki ku??
wo ke yi bu ke yi wang le ni?
ke yi bu ke yi!!!!!
wo ke yi pei ni qu zoo kan xing xing
big one too if u want x))
HAHS LOLX

sometimes i wanna ask u. u say u are busy okies then i let u arrange the time ehs.but i dun see a reason why u can even meet her up yet still say heys i no time. okies fine fine i shall not pursue this matter le larhx no use i see the my position in ur heart, it is not important and it is also place at an unimportant date NO COMMENTS LE BAHX. u treat me like shit but i wun treat u this way. miss her like u always do for i ain't important ehs what hav i donei am shit and shit is me in ur eyes

2007-05-26T20:17:00.000-07:00

wo you he chang mei you xiang guo
he ni de hao he ni de huai.
u were so close yet so impossible hope u have fun bahx
o have no comments on u anymore just
freak off and dun want to have anything to do with u
i cried and it is enough already okies!!!
i am willing to give up 3 months five days and it stops here
i guess many noes wad it means ehs x))
yuppx i am serious this time
holiday can make me forget u totali

2007-05-25T07:43:00.000-07:00

boos~ happy sad??
all mixed!!!
i hate u !!!! i love u !!! rahhx u make me so luan can dun let me see till u ??
i will love u all the way!!! i dun wanna love u cause it hurts deeply
till i wanna scream and cry out *rahhx!!!!!*
i wan u by my side!!!! i want u till forever~~ i want i want i want!!!
but~~
haix
nvm nvm x)) i shall continue to be a hyper siao cheerful kia x))
yuppx *LOVES~ ADORES
seniors!! mon gt exam le
jia yous yarhx x))
lalalala
peiishanx believe u all will kao dao hao hao de results one x))
continue to smile ppl exp huiwen yarhx hahs
so dao these day hahs x)) no no shld say emo
x)) miss yu!! u will be missed i love u
ur card was so so so so sweet ADORES~
we hav same interest sia hahs loves to write x))
sweet cher i will keep u in my heart even wen u go nie study
yuppx *LOVES~

2007-05-24T00:28:00.002-07:00

Thursday le rahhx kinda sianx larhx tomo dun feel like goin school how hows??
i want buy linkin park album~~ hahs x))
miss yu leaving tomo for mission trip le.
i will miss her x)) hahs x)) hope there would be lots of salvations x))
yuppx x)) my tag borad still cannot see haix wa lao hen long le lorhx
haix tag at the pink one first bahx ppl x))
*loves~~
i guess that i would be alone ehs??
u left me alone ignoring all my questions
i am left out but wad can i do?
NOTHING thats all i can say bahx i will still cherish u
but u i think forget it bahx
maybe to u i am just nobody??
i dunno ur actions just dun tell if u really cherish me
but i would. yes i would!!!
i noe that misunderstanding is not good but,
i think i will not give u a chance to explain either?
i dunno i seem not to want to speak to u ehs
if u think crying wins,
by all means cry larhx x)) i dun care
lalalala peiishanx is a meano
i wonder if i would change ehs hahs x))

2007-05-23T06:50:00.001-07:00

whee~~ had fun these days yuppx cause i think holidays are here soon?? hahs x))
rahhx my stupid finger has nt been weel since fri till now rahhx i think i would give the coach
a bad impression ehs~~ but i never lie so i never dui bu qi ji zi de liang xing ehs x))
yeap x)) tomo excited cause one more day fang le x)) yay yuppx
but its gonna be a long day ehs.
..... haix x(( i cried over for u many times but....
i noe the outcome OH LORD make me forget him
i wanna let u in all doors x))
make me love u more then HIM i wana forget him
he is out of my dictionary!!!
u make me go lala~~ yet make me go boo hoos
x'(

2007-05-21T03:25:00.001-07:00

today an enjoyable day? hahs yupps yuppx
lalalala had a great time laming~~ and i was happy today
if u think that u are right okies fine!!!!!
u noe wad u think all ppl will think that u are good??
tell u wad larhx u hypocrite ur friends beside are too hypocrites can!!!
if u are pitiful then i can die le larhx tell u wad larhx
so wad if ur studies are gd?? ur attitude sucks to the core cans!!!
i shall not say any further
*hates~ u and i will never like u !!! unless u give me a reason to
rahhx we shall eat meat sweets from now on~~
lolx x)) u can cheat them but not us xP
suck up ass~~

2007-05-18T20:15:00.000-07:00

boos hahs x))
these days i truly enjoy myself x)) yuppx
deb dearie happy birthday~~ *loves~~ wen to novena bishan amk and wm yesterday
wif dearie deb huiwen papa mabel jie sherm heart heart and weeling
was fun x)) yuppx took neos~~ hahs deb today is 14 yays~~ hahs x))
today also esther bday!!! yuppx happy birthday~~
smilex
i hope that u are mine but....
i noe, u dun hav to say it anymore,
i understand already~~
it does not matter anymore!!
i promise that wo hui hao hao guo
x)) *picking myself up*
promise not to cry over u anymore
x)) smilex crys behind my smiles
that u never knew about

2007-05-16T06:26:00.000-07:00

fun day today x))
yays had fun today wen to science centre wif huiwen,jingyi janis x)) i never regret going sia x))
shall nt say abt results animore i am going to buck up yes and i am pushing myself up
of course thx to miss ng x)) she was KIND yuppx she is goody and i promise that i will not let
her and my ma ma and papa down any more yes yes x)) i am gonna listen to her~~ lala
she is so so kind lala and of course my dearest friends but some of u dunno
so dun blame still love** x)) lalala had a lame day today but i like it worhx x))
we the lamers rocks
zilians**

2007-05-15T06:18:00.000-07:00

hellos x))
tomo get results le i scared!!! x((
haix i dunno wad is wrong and right anymore
did i do it right??? rahhx but if u all noe larhx its lonely cans.
maybe.....if....... haix haix i dunno peiishanx feels lonely yea yea x((
smilex x)) but i can get over it?? dunno i wanna get back to pri school one whole gang of friends
and one precious samantha who helps me x)) i dunno,
they change thats for sure!!!! haix
sec live sucks but there are happy moments too x))
getting back to God yea yea x))
hmmx then if u ask me i made a right decision to be in bbss i could just say ,
i dunno btw who cares??
oh ya dearest jia xun gave me a card yea yea yays hahs x))
of course not to forget those that gave me.
too many that i could not write all out in here hahs x)) yupps x))
THX THX THX x))
they are a source oif encouragement and i will not forget and will cherish it mani mani
yuppx and notes that u wrote that encourages me = forever in printed in my heart
precious ones x)) yuppx x))
XIE XIE
peiishanx loves u x))

2007-05-11T08:15:00.000-07:00

boos x)) long time did not blog le hahs x)) anw who cares?
i feel like crying just this moment i wanna scream out i dunno wad to do tears just flow down uncontrollably tomo is just a day a ordinary day i think now,no matter wad event happenx
i will stay de same mood? i dunno i will try to get over it although i dunno wad is it but i would try
yuppx oh ya deb birthday i will be hyper and happy that one i can promise x))
smilex
today nv go sch was feeling aching all over haix yeap i didn go see doc how how??
need mc larhx x(( but i dun wanna waste money le i waste like two times this year already larhx x((
yeaps deb sorry tomo cannot pei u *sorrys*
today had a great time resting, at long last aft examinations yuppx
it was great yuppx
just hope time stops and that i could just stay at home 4ever~~

2007-05-07T08:47:00.000-07:00

yos ppl x))
yay tomo no school i am gonna play hahs lolx but i need to do art also yuppx
lalala today had fun lameing wif jingyi jiamin janis the three js x))and huiwen x))
yupps play playground finding the past childhood hahs Lolx x))
had fun today and happy the whole day cause i had my rest at last x)) i am happy!!
yes happy to sleep x))
people rest yarhx examx period will hen lei bahx dun study till sick
must takecare of health okies
health come first x))

2007-05-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

helloe today i had a great day yays yeaps
hehs
church rocks
and brown and pink rocks
yay yay

2007-05-04T04:26:00.000-07:00

FRI!!!
MY COM IS FIXED~~
hahs yuppx i will treasure it even more
main exams are over hurray yuppx x))
yuppx had a fun day todaybahx x))
crazy us!!!! x))
just hope days ahead are fine and fine and fun fun x))

2007-04-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

lalala today got test sianx hahs careless sianx
haix haix x(( nvm nvm forget it over le concentrate on e rest le hahs x))
then hace remedial until 4 hmmx crazy or wad?? hahs x))
sianx hahs x)) just hope i can go good class bahx hahs x))
then huiwen deb sherm and mabel we go flag taxi then he say 5 cannot so sianx
somemore no umbrella larhx haix then we end up go eat dinner hahs LOlx
yeap then wen home with sweetheart yeaps
*forever loves~~
lalalala

2007-04-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

tralalalahx ~~ today school is okies i like hahs recess and enrichment~~ hahs x))
yays yay wo aii x)) old tea~~ smilex smilex then wen to makan wif dearest mabel
sherm deb huiwen hahs x))
yays then mao mao came yuppx i feeling good today~
then wen to mac wif huiwen study~~ till 5.40 then i go cut hair hahs
$18 tralalalahx okies larhx hehe cheaoer then huiwen de hahs x)) lalala
happy~~~
*xiiao suanner misses u

2007-04-22T07:43:00.000-07:00

ta da~~
my medal whee~~ very shinny
hahs Lolx x))
silver rocks more the gold and bronze hahs Lolx
blehx more modern
*an wei yi xia zhi ji*

2007-04-22T07:23:00.000-07:00

whee~ hahs x)) smilex
wad should i say hmmx this time i am serious towards GOD
i dun wanna slack anymore
yeaps i dun ppl to sad i dun want anymore hurts
yeaps peiishanx wants to be happy
no more emo le hehe believe peiishanx can de x))

2007-04-20T06:05:00.000-07:00

peiishanx is alive once again hahs LOLX
days spent are nice in school thats all hahs sa comming jia you ppl
hehe x)) love u all man x))
smilex ppl change in an blinking eye i thought of u a kind hearted soul
yet i got hurt knowing the truth of ur real true self i am dissapointed
seriously x(( hurt badly by precious u
oh ya yesterday jing yi WAS SU KU hahs x)) was hidding cher lOlx
hahs enjoy my life!!!!
wo aii aii nii men all smile it hurts me seeing u all sad smile!!!~~~ hehex
lalala
*xiiao suanner loves u all bits and pieces

2007-04-16T07:29:00.000-07:00

lalala i am back yuppx hmmx cant seem to go to my tag board SIANX
haix haix hmmm life is good dunno dunno haix haix
derek say there is a emo trend going on LOLX hahs x))
hmmx maybe maybe i just gotta get emo somehow i feel that at least i feel like i have my own world i dunno but that wad i like about it hehes
life sucks raahx problems keeps on and on and on x((
this week nexdt week next next week PACKED study!!!
yays x)) enthu kia hahs x)) but come to test just hope i get well bahx wahaha x))
okies larhx life is prefect with my precious retard members hahs
yays yays x))
today test was fun and nice unlike test a bit!!!! hahs x)))
hope life goes as well tomo x))
lalala peiishanx love u all millionx

2007-04-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

monday sucks
arrhx dnt was fun thats all fun in my whole day today larhx
not nice a day not nice at all
ppl with attitudes sucks school even more!!!
hmmx oh ya i want to say sorry to those i offended yuppx
my mood these days are dam dam bad yeap so dun irritate wo hahs
agree that i suck exp my attitude will change de larhx
just that i change back to my oldself once again so now
currently doing some sort of reflection against myself yeap
if wad i do u cannt tolerate dun tell in front of me sms me hahs x))
cause i also want to know wat is freakly wrong with me yeap
if tell in front of me my temper cannt control then i offend u so i dun want hahs x))
yeap i just wannt to tell u that sorry to u yeap to that person I NOE wo wrong le
sorry blame my freaking temper i dunno wads going on these few days
i hav enough le i hate my attitude yes i hate it
i will change it guys help wo too hahs x))
tell me wad i done wrong yeap
a empty shell with nothing inside i dun wanna go there ani more
so left out so so so how to say if u are new congrats
u ahve the attention if u are so called old then too bad
u are a gonner yeap understand how she felt already yeap yeap

2007-04-07T08:59:00.000-07:00

lalala wen meet huiwen papa this morning yays she is cute lolx hahs x))
brought her beloved bag hahs x) she's happy alright hahs then wen crapping and buy my pig pig
hehe sooo cute wo aii my zhu zhu soft toy huiwen one also hen cute hahs xiiao man tou x))
then wen to bbss there take bus to church then wen to waston buy plaster cause got one dreadful
blister tong si wo le but tht stupid plaster nt sticky de no use no use haix then today like bai ka hahs yay i am lame woo hoo LOLX hahs wen round tapping shoulders hahs x))
it wasfun woo hoo and service was AWESOME!!!! yuppx eat nasi lemak lalala
bought chocolates with dear dear zhenyii <<3 yays big big bar last long long
hahs yuppx somehow i limp home hahs x)) but i enjoy wo zhi ji x))
missing u lalala x)) yuppx see u on mon bahx hahs x)) lala
WO AII NII <<3

2007-04-06T06:37:00.000-07:00

shopping spree
hahs wen bugis with dearest shermin and huiwen hahs
wen meet huiwen at 11 but wo late hahs yays then wen shopping with
huiwen until 12+ then heart heart comme le
yuppx then yays go bugis together
then go to seiyu shop shop see see hahas then go bugis street see see bag bag
yuppx and necklace!!! wait hen hen long to buy lo hahs x))
then shop till 4++ then go orchard then some stupid person
knock wo in mrt arrhx angry tell emo LOLX hahas x))
then reach le find huiwen sis so chio larhx !!!!
then wen fareast but lead wrong hahs then wen turn one round go there hahs
sherm got her bag lo hahs happy dao!!!!!
then i also got my necklace yays x))
wen home with huiwen and sherm crap like siao hahs
the three guys runnin wahaha x))
yuppx wo hen aii ta LOlx hhas x))
yuppx hen fun fun x))

2007-04-04T05:35:00.000-07:00

rahhx angry now ARRRHX nvm nvm
had loads of fun at sports day today yays hahs x))
jing yi got 2 yay cheers for her and PHILIPS
yay yay hahs x)) hmmx i reply tags later sorry
not in the mood to do so
all i could say walking to lot 1 is fun fun hahs x))
and milo hen nice to drink wahaha lolx x))

2007-03-30T03:59:00.000-07:00

i have considered about it and i think i will take it to action?? hmmx wo bu zhi dao
u took me as a subsitude yup and i freakinly dun need it yarhx
haix act big act big haix haix nvm nvm my eyes are officially shut i dun freakinly care any more

2007-03-22T04:47:00.000-07:00

ello ello hehe smilex x)) i am happy overall this week yays
dumb dumb derek say i emo lolx hahs yarhx i agree hehe
hahs yuppx THE GREATEST DEPRESSION lolx wahaha x))
i love u larhx mani mani hehe x))
lolx i realli see some changes in all of us but some alot not just some
yuppx tralalalahx~~~

2007-03-17T10:51:00.000-07:00

yays hahs today is SAT
yay yay hahs x)) shu hui happy birthday!!!
carn go sobx but nvm nvm nxt year!!!! hahas x))
church rocks!!!! hahas sweet heart so sweet!!!! hahs x))
realli realli hehe she rocks with that sweet card and sweets hehe x))
had fun hehe leonard also hen cute hahs x)) sab also sweet!!! hahs x))
tang tang hahs x)) hmmx today had GOD speaking to me i feel the same as sherm!!!!
hahs x)) yuppx cooperate!!!! hmmx i aslo dunno le hahs GOD speak quite abit to me today THANK HIM!!!
hahs x)) feel happy and hyper today yuppx huiwen is cute!!!!
LOLX HAhas hyper me i like it hahs x))

2007-03-16T08:04:00.000-07:00

yays fri le got bbss concert band yays hahs x))
morning woke up at 9 to pick up the maid to bring it to my ah ma house SIANX but hahs nvm la can help jiu help hehe x))
then stayed till 1.30 then go see my ah ma
yuppx then i wen to ttsh yuppx then wen to food court buy chee cheong fan for her then there dun hav so go novena buy wen 4 floor food court then dun hav then go buy angie cake 4 her hehe
filial?? lolx hahs then 3.30 leave and go meet SAB SAB yay yay hahs love her
went SHOPPING!!! yay hahs x)) girls world and we rule muahaha x)) walk till 6 then alvin come come yuppx makan then go lo hahs liang zhi dumb dumb we reach le then he still haven reach then 650 reach le yays ahhs x)) then wen in ALOT OF BBSS student can hahs x)) and teachers also
the performance was nice hehe i like the "u are beautiful" and" tong hua" yupps nicey
*claps claps* barry kor sherm sweet heart deb deb dar janis x)) HUIIWEN PAPA
hen hao hen hao yao jai yi zhi jia you okies 4 ur syf must be even
better!!!!! lolx hahs x)) huiiwen and heart heart rocks hahs x))
reach home at 10 thx derek sab joseph alvin for taking bus with wo hehe x))
love u all mani mani
StaY HAPPI EVERYONE!!!!

2007-03-09T07:53:00.000-08:00

hmmx today fun fun yuppx was late for basketball for an hour hahs
oppx but cause teacher ma cannt blame wo!!!! LOLx then wait for sherm
like wad i usualli do larhx hahx x)) hmmx then tht thing yuppx my fault bahx
i believe?? i dunno hmmx both wrong?? i dun care if it is wad but i want to
appologise bahx hahs x)) huiiwen and shermin rocks mani mani yuppx
they were there 4 me yay beloved them
stress covered in me but i noe i can depend on GOD

2007-03-02T06:54:00.000-08:00

hmmx it has been quite long ever since i blogged??
yays i am back excited LOLX nobody come also de hahs x))
hahs x)) hmmx GOD rocks can he speak through derek to me and tht he made me realize tht
where my problem is larhx hahs x)) BLESSED BE THE NAME OF E LORD
he even somehow like make the rain smaller then wen i reach home is baboom baboom
so loud and big lorhx the rain yay thank God hahax x))
the papers are diffcult for some seriously hhas x)) yuppx hehex stress i must say hahs
i tell u all put GOD first yuppx really i gave and he help me in test yuppx i feared so much 4 mathx
then wen i do today then i found out not as hard as i thought hehe x))
yuppx all the glory and honour goes to GOd yays hahs x)) hehe x)) i love hIM yuppx x))
then i gotta say spend time with GOd is never waSted we can learn mani stuffs ehhe x))
i love HIM LALALALALAHX hhee gtg takiiecare
loe u aloads x))

2007-02-26T02:16:00.000-08:00

hello hello hahs x))
long time no post i miss blogging hahs x))
but hoh i TODAY VERY ANGRY NAHX rahhx
she think she gong zhu arrhx ask ppl do this do tht crap nahx give tht attitude
u think Wad i like to see arrhx no larhx who want to see ur tht face raaahxxx
rahhx okies okies dun talk abt her ani more write le i xing qing ye hao le hahs x))
yays muahahs hehe mani times hoh i feel like screamin
i feel like shouting why i not live near sea lehx my life very stress
RAAHHX every body give me problems study also cannt properly cause of one teacher
then u want me fail?? rahhx i den dun want i yao tution!!! hahs x))
then home kor kor give me so mani problem rahhx
i want to be unclosed i want to stay in my comfort zone
i dun want to go out i dunno wen i will feel stress i dunno wen i will get tired hah
but can i ?? i dunno if i can even get unstressed haix
GOD GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO EVEN CONTINUE
x((

2007-02-18T05:11:00.000-08:00

ello ello hahs
chinese new year!!!
hope u all get lots of hong bao hhas x)) nt empty ones larhx LOlx hahs x))
rahhx so sianx new year then rain haix haix so cold larhx hahs x))
new year must happy happy derhx x)) yarhx sad also must happy cause got money spent lo hahs
yays hahs x)) and can share Christ hahx
rahhx mum ask wo go bath
blog again soon x))

2007-02-17T05:12:00.000-08:00

lalalahx yays at last i am feeling fine hahs x))
fr
celebration yays hahs x)) WAA i feeling chao unwell tht day but i still come school x))
hahs the chinese new year celebration hen nice hahs x)) THE HOST WOO HOO HAHS then gt co yuppx yuppx hahs x)) then got band hahs x)) the game so funni larhx hahs janis and jingyi keep for miss yu but then mr feidzal come threaten ask us give hahs then keep shouting "miss yu""miss yu" hahs funni larhx x))
come home then sleep hahs wake up at 1.30 take temp
siao liao 39.3 hahs x))then eat medi sleep again hahs x))
oh ya kor rocks nahx hahs x))
sat
yays go church x)) hahs x))
eat dinner hahs nothing much larhx hahs x))

2007-02-15T03:17:00.000-08:00

ello ello hahs rahhx cannt seem to go on to msn rahhx nvm nvm hhas x))
today i rate myslef to be stupid hahs dumb dumb me x__x hhas
i tio hurt larhx hahs x)) one line down due to some inconsiderate person who put the dumb dumb
staple bullet on the concause table rahhx hahs x)) then i like dumb larhx noe pain still pull my hand hahs x))
then i go go wash hahs x)) but duNNo lehx feel tht hen cool LOLX hahs x)) then after sch we go buy buy tomo class party thingy hahs x)) left alot of money nahx hahs x)) i feel so aching now rahhx i scared i sick x(( dun want dun want x((
then i and janis go home chiong rain lorhx hahs then wound waa sehh hen tong can hahs x)) cause rain salty then make until WAA CRAP NAHX Hahs x))) then wen go home no umbrella i pray to GOD ask him to not make wo sick hahs then someone share her umbrella with wo
i tell u larhx THIS GOD IS TRUE can hahs x)) then wen home le yays hhas x))
sometimes i feel weary sometimes i think abt myself more yuppx i agree
but most of us are selffish mahx hahas x)) u cannt expect everything to be given in right?
yuppx hahs x__x okies wad happen to me??
why i sudenly tell u all this kinda things?? hmms hahs x)) dun care larhx hahs x))
MY HAND HURTX sobx~~ haix haix x((

2007-02-13T03:45:00.000-08:00

yays today half day go go pe then kanna scolded rahhx
nvm nvm hahas yuppx then jiu jiu giidy worhx haix haix then tomo cannt come cause she fever
hahs x)) yuppx TAKIIECARE nehx hahs x)) yuppx hmmx then then also got assembly
rahhx so sianx de hahs but nvm nvm today no lesson at all hhas x)) whee~~
then aft that 10.30 yays go kbox with papa huiiwen and mummy jiu jiu x))
yays then yinhui mei came yays hahs x)) we hyper sehx woo techno hahs x))
blehx then met ryan and roger yays hahs x)) buy their present hahs then go go lo hhas x))
i will treasure today always yays hahs 13/2/06 had a great togther with mummy and papa hahs
yuppx
*impossible us i noe and i give it up x))
yays

2007-02-12T03:08:00.000-08:00

yays tomo half day thankx senior hahx cause o level good then we can half day hahs x))
today had bs yays At LAST hahs x__x i love art yays hahs can waste time and cher very good can help us yays hahs x)) then i go beauty world take angel contacts i tell u arrhx contacts hen cool hahsx one blue one white hahs x)) i sotong i toopid i noe hahs x)) dun need to say hahs x))
i frm shan dong one mahx hahs x)) hahs x)) cannt blame wo MUAHAHA yays i love mysef as a sotong yays hahs x)) lolx whee~~ hmmx then i buy drink 7 up then i watch show and drink then PISSS all dome out WAA siao liao hahs x)) then i run to toliet clean then i wash the plastic bag tht i put the drink in lorhx hahs x)) then then nvm lehx i wash the bottle already then i need throw plastic bag then i run run then i carry wrong side water flow out hahs x)) blehx
nvm nvm hahs oh ya sherm takiiecare so sotong until fall in long gou hahs x))
zhu hahs x)) i love sherm x)) whee~~ hhas

2007-02-11T06:58:00.000-08:00

ello ello hahs took me along time to blog hahs
cause i was determine not to change but hahs inorder just to blog i gotta change
blehx sianx hahs to me realli sat it is a experience man hahs first time i cry seh hahs
but nvm nvm i am fine i had to lett go the stress i being holding on yuppx GOD I AM DOING everything 4 U AND U ALONE yuppx hehex sorry arrhx i hav been rude to some of them in church sorry x)) hahs forgive k muahahs yuppx i love jac hahs she so cute lorhx hahs
cheer me up I LOVE HER MANI muaks
and and CRYSTAL frm krangi sec receive GOD AS LIVE AND SAVIOR WOO HOO yayx hahs x))
i love u GOD hahs x)) and and WE WON YAYS zealot rocks we won in soccer yays to kabod
6-3 muahahs they pebble and giddeon say wad we will lose we never hoh hahs
referee lost muahahs
hahs yuppx peiishanx aii niis

2007-02-06T07:01:00.000-08:00

ello ello sorry so long never update hahs x)) cannt get in hehe
yay cell grp celebrate wo bday hapy yuppx hahs then gt card x))
hen hen hen hen nice whee~~ ah gong also gt write lorhs i also dunno wen he write hahs x))
yuppx then some hen touching whee~~
yuppx gt cake on my face hahs thx larhx but realli hen fun can also announce is wo bday muahaha
thick skin eh hahs x)) hmms en en ryan di also gt give wo present hahs my onli di tht give lehx hahs my kor also no give hahs x))
but he remember whee~~ happy
deb ronald irvin also give wo present thank you
yay hahs x)) heartx them jac also x)) yuppx and those tht make my day hahs
then monday gt self trainin woo hoo~~ lalahs never regret go hahs x))
slack slack but i realli nt feeling well nahx i tu lorhx hahs x))
today tuesday i fail test lehx by half mark haix sobx ne mind larhx dun care hahs x))
retest can get more understanding also x)) i got bs with dearest deon today yay
hahs x)) hen fun today shop shop hahs x))
wen home wif sweetheart yays hahs x))
kinda pissed up today of make ur day sad SORRRY
hahs i also dunno why 4 no reason sorry x((
i miss xiiao di lehx hahs x)) long time no chat muahaha
i am a chatter box worhx hahs yuppx i need pia studys
help wo by shooing me away frm com can hahs hen distracting lehx hahs x))
whee~~ hahs x)) seriously
mani things change
to me now priority is GOD then fam then friends
sorry if sat jio wo out i cannt SRRY i needed stand firm it is wo de priority
yupps sorry jiu jiu i still love u x)) hehe x)) but just go out some other day bahx hahs x)) whee

2007-02-02T06:08:00.000-08:00

whee its
my birthday
whee~~ hahs thanks janis and jing yi for their loud voices to help wo sing bday song
whee~~ love them,i am touched x)) yuppx
thank LZ sherm jia yu deon mabel weiting ZHU ZHU derek hahs x)) they mornin call wo hahs x))
yuppx and all the ppl tht wish wo yuppx deb deb stead and zhen yii yay hahs and jia hao and haix ALOT OF PPL roger also x)) yay
gt three present one soft toy frm yueyu
necklace and card frm roger
hanshi give wo cd case x))
yay yuppx deon also gt give wo hen hen hen hen cute de thing like mini mini cupboard
then my cousin also gt give wo watch yuppx
yay hahs but say realli larhx alot ppl 4get hahs nvm nvm i forgive them lOlx hahs x))
yuppx oh ya xiiao sotong bday arhhx HAPPY BIRTHDAY to him too whee~~
i rock u pebble larhx hahs
yuppx birthday spent happy cause my kor REMEMBER whee~~ i hen happy hahs x))

2007-01-23T04:57:00.000-08:00

hello surprise i blog so soon ?? lolx hahs
hmmx today i hen angry!!!! i gt remedial den den wanted eat and makan with leonard also cannt
SIANX haix haix nvm nvm then say 3 let us go then then 4 then fang haix haix
nvm nvm k k then also nvm teach thing FINE larhx hahs x)) but i hen hyper today guess y
guess y GUESS Y actualli i also dunno why LOLX hhas sorry also hen pai ka hahs x))
hmmx but if i not wrong i will not online le hhas ask y !!! lolx ahhas x)) cause i needa catch up my studies
yuppx die-ing hahs yuppx x)) need to streaming le then some more teachers like tht haix haix 4GET it but actuali like one nt gd onli hahs x))!!!
i trust myself and tht awesome GOD and friends ahahas yuppx hehe
k k i think nothing much le u all takiiecare aii sii nii men le haha
*xiiao suanner
peishanx

2007-01-22T06:05:00.000-08:00

hmmmx if i had wings i would fly away if i could just do it
if i could x(( i mean stressed up in home
i mean i mean if i could x)) hahs i mean hen stress at home
but thx God larhx realli i noe now is spiritual war now
i want to fight this battle with GOd i wanna win i wanna stand firm
i LOVE GOD~~~ lalalahx
deon deon deon hen hen hen hao cme come church
misses u loads x)) just met up with u though hahs x__x
wahaha x)) sherm sherm hen sweet x))
deb deb hen hen cute!!!
mabel hen hao hao hao x))
sab sab ROCKS xD
ronald my hao hao senior x))
miinruiix dear dear lao po x))
leonard my beloved xiiao di x))))
whee bs rocks i want more sab sab miss bs hahs
wo yao BS hahs x)) the chats we talk during also hen hao wan hahs
aii sii nii le hahs yuppx
wo hen leii hahs cause eat medi the 30minutes jiu knockout de hahs
but i control till now whee~~ cause sab ask me update hahs
k k larhx wo yao fly
fly to sleep fly to my dearest bed
hehe I LOVE ZEALOTIANX AND hmmm lets see
jek kai
zhenyi
nicholas
ben ahgong
barry kor
and and mani mani
hehe all my aii aiix
hehe takiiecare peps (hyper kiatoday sorrie)
lalallalalalal
*xiiao suanner*
peiishanx

2007-01-17T05:53:00.000-08:00

lalalahx
yay back to school!!! can see all my beloved friends x))
but hen sleepy cause the medi still haven dunno Wad larhx hahs
hen sleep jiu dui le x)) i realli got to thank GOD 4 zealot hen thank GOD x))
wo aii sii ta lerhx x))
yuppx mani things in my life is soooo good now
the friends i am with!!!!!
thank GOD 4 every single one of them exp the ones by my side wen i am down the ones who understands and encourages wo!!!! I THABK GOD 4 every one x))
sherm sherm deb deb leonard sab sab x))
hehe thay hen hao and mani more but this few HEN MAIN!!!!!
x)) thank GOD 4 giving the love tht i need and thank GOD 4 speaking to me wen i thought i was alone but HE told me and showed me HIS presence WO HEN AII GOD x))
i realli want the whole world to noe this GOD all CHRISTIANX
letx jia you to evangelize x)) letz make this world a ALL CHRISTIAN WORLD x))
just imagine u sit in the bus u can just talk heyx hows ur church and everything WOO HOO
ren ying meng xiang er wei da x))
lets try x)) cause we wanna let everyone noe this GREAT AND MIGHTY AND AWESOME GOD x))
*xiiao suanner*
[peiishanx]

2007-01-16T05:45:00.000-08:00

hello x)) mabel happy birthday
lalalala i love mabel a thousand hehe i today no go school
yay but at home chao sian then cannt celebrate jiiex bday
sad case sia x(( hahs eat the medi hen tired lor hhas x))
hehe lala
gtg le bb takiiecare
papa lookin lolx hhas
*xiiao suanner
peiishanx

2007-01-15T00:08:00.000-08:00

heyx hehes i gotta say this year there are changes but for the better yuppx x)) mabel hen guai le x)) yay *clap clap* deb deb sherm sherm my closes besties x)) i love u both and LEONARD ONG the most yuppx *hugs* Wad should i say my hand chao pain then my leg also quite pain lorhx haix tomo jiiex bday ler yay but cannt go celebrate with her sobx x(( haix but wo bday also coming ler woo hoo hahs x)) same as a sotong worhx hahs x)) hope jiiex wishes and dreams can come through mabel u rock x)) hehe
life still continues ...... sat come FAST x))
[xiiao suanner]

2007-01-12T05:22:00.000-08:00

hello hhas hmmmx today sec one oritation (ps dunno how to spell)
fun fun shout here and there lolx hahs x))
BASKETBALL ROCKS hehe x))
yay zhi zhi alvin leonard ken quak siewling julia weekiat came yay hahs x))
then i angel miinruiix walk around the school chao sianx larhx x((
but fun fun cause first time as senior pull ppl join mahx hahs
hehe last time is wo bei la now i la ren hahax
hmmmx then then mabel and yinhyui come join yay hahs
x)) yuppx then i cope ppl frm them hahs
deb deb huiwen shermin janix
u rock hehe play dao hen hao hehe
yuppx fun fun
bei suan wen going home lolx hahs x))
by sotong and weng hong x)) hehe
love miinruiix lao po loads
[peiishanx]aii nii men all

2007-01-11T06:02:00.000-08:00

tox miss wo ?? jkjkjk hehe x))
hmmmx wo like nothing to post lehx hehe
x)) gt to noe sotong senior lolx hahs HEN SOTONG DEHX =x x))
hmmx yunqi mabel birthday coming lerhx x))
*looking forward* hahs x))
hmmmx lets see
tues=meeting
wed=basketball
thurs=bs
lalalalahx wo shi busy gal lolx hehe
hmmx today hen funny larhx sherm deb run the basketball court in the rain lolx hahs x))
then all wet wet wo hear spirit of the LORD so no go run wif them
hehe x)) then they run back ler then wo go hyper with them also
today wo hen leii x((
sorry debb arrhx i hyper u leii u hyper wo leii
sorry forgive?? hahs x))
deb deb wo aii sii nii
sherm sweet heart <<3
we the 777
deborah=7
shermin=7
peishan=7
hehe x))
OUR FURTURE DREAM SERVE GOD x))
yuppx tomo ori
yay hehe can pull xiao di and xiao meii lolx hehe
gtg lerhx bb takiiecare
peiishanx AII NII

2007-01-08T03:21:00.000-08:00

heyx hi hi here to post again hehe
come back at 5 sleep till 7 lolx i very pig hoh lalalalalahx
hmmmx today gt bs deon!!! yay hehe smilex
yuppx thank God 4 leading me through lalalahx
then leo come ca jiao SHOOO!!!!
lolx hahs then wen to eat with li hong leo weekiat josh and andrew
my mood wasnt good wen eating tht time yuppx pardon me worhx yuppx
hmmmx cause can dao bu xiang can dao der ren lolx yuppx
thanks sab 4 every thing thank God 4 her yuppx i greatly appreciate it yuppx
[hate ppl who takes me as a substitute]
lalala x)) no more thing to add ler bahx hehe smilex
love ya all loads x))
peiishanx

2007-01-06T10:57:00.000-08:00

heyx so fast saturday le hehe mabel and sherm sherm sweetheart back lerhx yay
hmmmx had bs today yay after a long long time x)) but glad have lerhx hao miss arrhx
atmosphere to wo change lerhx cause wo and deb deb more close
can suan her muahaha x))
oh ya thanks sab 4 the prezzie love it hehe
wo and leo now ic lolx hehe x))
jia you 4 both of us bahx x)) and weekiat and sab x))
hmmmx had a great day today and the way tht the alter call change i feel hao hen duo yuppx wo bu zhi dao how other ppl think but wo think is goody goody yuppx yuppx
hmmx overall today wo hen happy yuppx
just some matters tht zoom zoom zoom they are still there x(( but soon hui hao derhx
lalalala x))
peiishanx love ya

2007-01-04T23:10:00.000-08:00

heyx lalala sorry lazy post blog x((
hmmx quite many things just wen through my head
mani mani confused little girlx hahas yuppx hmmx i didnt wen to camp hahs
but my loved ones did mabeljiiex sherm sherm sweetheart and minruiix lao po peilin and lihong tricia yupps x)) heartx u all must takiiecare hmmx deb deb wen but half way come back cause she nt feeling well hahas funni larhx her x)) hmmmx school's reopen is kinda fun cause play nia mahx
but i always think i sec 1 then sec 3 is 2 lolx hahs yuppx maybe need a little while bahx yuppx
hmmmx wo hen luan still but i am awaken from my pass as i look back the vularities i spoke EKK..
and my selffish self and my nt forgiving attitude all inproved i dun want to say all gone cause i dun want to lie
yuppx x)) u dun expect me to turn just overnight changes are slowli changed so it takes time yuppx hmmx tomo gt bs xD yay hehe must catch up sherm sherm lolx hehe x))
yuppx deon must all the best alrights i will pray 4 u derhx
[peiishanx love u all]