♥PEIISHANX♥

Friday, July 20, 2007 ; 3:20 AM♥

Because of you ; again.

x)) hellos~
random stuffs pass by my head so hurtful so wanting me to give in to my emotions and everything i hope i did not? i dunno cause i really felt so down hahs x)) i will try to control de. sorry if i hurt u.. not purposely de ahahs x)). i promise u guys no more emoness okies x)) *loves~ cause i hate it larhx i dun want ppl around me to see my temper and have to qian jiu me yuppx x)) i am not a princess tht needs to be qian jiu always i am GOD's child and he ask me to be a living testimony to ppl around me. so yuppx i dun want any freaking attitude tht hurts ppl larhx x))yuppx wake up from my life of being a non Christian but be a good gal to glorify my dearest DADDY name x)) hees~ i want to do everything for GOD x)) yuppx i am hyper so yarhx ahahs x)) hmms miss yu thx for ur concern x)) <<3 i am fine x)) love tht hug u gave x)) u leave le x'( but will see u soon alrights ahahs x)) yays x)) u are my super cute miss yu x)) hahs i thought of u but i dunno now there is pain thinking of u. hmms... i dunno but i will love till it fades x)) <<3i feel so loved by friends around me x) encouragements and care~ deb sherm mabel huiwen jingyi angel janis miss yu~ jean~ dru derek and many more~ thx from the deepest of my heart. NO DOUBTS x)) i love u guys x)) hees~ i saw siewling!~ cute her x))<3 super cute de SIEWLING~ hees 22/7/07 is coming~ yays my spiritual birthday~ i love it yays
shermin de also x)) yays yays. u noe wad,i use to dun like cell group i only like servie larhx, but now, i feel a great sense of belonging to zealot x)) exp love frm zealot2 and members tht are willing to speak to me unlike last time i feel so stressed up. now hmmx more members but i feel more blessed x)) cause they are like so hao exp wen i talk to u all, u all dun dao me x)) XIE XIE and answer my QNS. thankies~
u are so great to me can~ ahahs then also for jac nat sab <<3yuppx sweet girls then weekiat leo<3 good brother in Christ and exp leo for everything x)) being my ear x))
yijie<3 barney darryl josh<3 alvinng,wenghong,edward<<3 jac and deon<<3 sweet disciple dun disappoint me k x)) deon continue to push~
derek<3 dun need say larhx ahahs in times of need i noe u are there x)) xie xie x)) and sherm<<<<<<<3 do i still hav to say abt this girl? she is such a blessing in my life such a passionate Christian larhx and super blur and cute toos x)) <<3
then also liang zhi<3 u arrhx area leader~ also a encourager and sweet and lame too~
then also because of some friends in church tht make going to church so exciting to go x))
jean~ dru~ yingmei~ xuele~ ghimhwee~ ttk~ yunqi~ ben,siewling alot more larhx hahs
so nice <3 super love them x))
but my main focus is on the AWESOME FATHER~!
so wad if the world hates me? i dun care~~~!!! for is how GOD sees me that matters x)) yupps. love one another even the enemies x)) GOD i will try my best~ hees~ u are so awesome~ i wanna seek u more larhx x)) i dun wanna be just a CHRISTIAN i wanna spent alot of time wof u GOD if i did anything wrong:sorry~ thx for everything u did
it was all so awesome~~~<<3 u are the onli one i could trust. thx! <<3 i wanna shine ur light for u. GOD i tried but was rejected but fret not i will jia you derhx!!!! yes for i noe is ur timing tht counts x)) show me hu to share too LORD
you are AWESOME