Tuesday, August 28, 2007 ; 8:59 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
i want to get out of emoness! satan SHOOSi hate u larhx! keep me away from GOD. but too bad, in times like this the more i want to seek GOD so blehx U LOSE. LOSER~! hahas my mood isn't good but not bad either x)) ohs huiwen angel mabel janis jingyi out with u guys so hyper, its nice larhx! x)) deon thanks for spending time with me x)) i am encouraged x) JIA YOUS x)) pamela! pain lehx hahas pinch my cheek hahs rachel! laugh laugh arrhx hahas jia min orh hohs x))
JULIA~! out with u at night its fun larhx! hahas x)) so lame larhx walking aimlessly hahas x)) thanks for everything,u are like my da jie jie x)) *loves~ shermin, takecare of ur hp arrhx hahas x)) *loves~!
i love all memories, i am tired but i am enjoying myself x)).
deb i miss u larhx x)) min ruiix lao po come back bahx hahs.
i love u, u are missed x))can i love u like b4?
Sunday, August 26, 2007 ; 2:50 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
i was thinking of alot of things i wanted to emo again i wanted to i mean after church stress on home and everything come again why cant they just freaking understand why cant they just even accept me? i already 1 year plus in this church and all these freaking things rahhx its hard to accept u noe. i dun want to care le if this is wad u guys think i dun give a damn to it anymore. stress in me is too much dun tell me holy stuffs in such a time can! it does not help PLS larhx u are emotionally down and u are like saying u are not spending enough time with GOD wad i want is concern not wad reprimanding maybe u guys will say yes i noe how u feel and everything but i dun even get a freaking concern from u guys can! sometimes i feel so tired i want to be the consumer and not the giver just for once but... i feel that i have been giving and not receiving for a long time already. and u noe its hurting that when u give that person don take it or dun eat it super hurtful can! then u treat it nothing have happened i cried larhx for not only once u treated me like that. okies wadever i just want to shut myself up.Saturday, August 25, 2007 ; 8:54 PM♥
Because of you ; again.
awesome GOD x)) thank Him for jacqueline ng and deon x)) thanks x)) they are encouraging x)) sweet and loving hehes x)) i thank GOD for not giving me up when i was feeling so weary with leadership ministry yupps is derek and GOD who pusheed me on till today x)) yupps until now de me i love it x)) i like the feeling of being a leader but i dun really get respect from some of the members but i think is time not spent enough bahx. Pardon me for nor spending time hahas i am in my comfort zone and i noe it but i seem not to want to get out of it i find it weird to eat with my senior and that they are guys. i mean its tough larhx but i will try. x)) i dun want to cause u guys to backslide or should i say that u guys will not get attention or care hahs sorry. i will try hahas ALVIN NG thanks for coming yesterday i was really happy and encouraged by u ? hahas x)) kepp it up arrhx SENIOR hahas. i love zealot2 x))
jia hui! u promise me to study hard one arrhx dun bluff me okies x)) hehes anything dunno ask me or ur kor or ur uncle hahas that derek x)) i love u x)). now i want to bring more people to cell group hahas x)) <3
I LOVE YOU DEARLY x)) missing u x)) lalalahs x)) sherm's mushroom is not nice okies!
Friday, August 24, 2007 ; 10:22 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
boos x)) i am changing my url le most probably sept holidays
hehs i dun like my blog link le hahas x)) i mean i dun even like it at all,
i got over one thing that i had a strong hold on x)) yupps i feel like freed from the devil and freed from sinning i thank GOD for he knew that i could not take it anymore and he helped me x)) Peiishanx is loving GOD alot x))
results are backed but i no comments just study harder bahx x))
i am happy that my friends improved x)) cause that means they study hard and i can prove to my ma that my clicks are GREAT x))
love you dearly x))
; 7:29 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
Jia xun<3 ask me do de ahahs x))lalalahx~!
10 weird habits or little known facts about me.
1. i hate scoldings!
2. i love GOD x))
3. i love zealot2!
4. i love my disciple/discipler
5. i love craping and making people laugh.
6. I LOVE JEAN DRU? hahas x)) LOLX
7. i like to sleep =.='''
8. i like to eat anything sweet x))
9. i love to sing =.='''
10.i want my wu gui x(( hahs
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts of urslef.People wjo get tagged must write their own ten weird things habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end you must chose six people to be tagged and write down their names
NO TAG BACKS
<3:
-shermin
-derek
-huiwen
-deborah
-julia
-sabrina
Monday, August 20, 2007 ; 9:09 PM♥
Because of you ; again.
Now i just want to focus my life with GOD nothing else LORD i dun want to stumble before you again. i start to drift but i dun want LORD i want to be in ur embrace thats all i want larhx. Lord you told me to spent time with u today I WILL for its ur will and i will follow u x)) *smilex~! i wanna grow spiritually i wanna borrow books!!! but i am lazy =.='''
Lalalala i am just wanting to be by ur side and never leave u oce agn. i dun want anything in my life to cause me to stumble GOD my dearest Father ILY!!!!=P Jacqueline i thank you for ur constant wanting to spend time with me GREATLY APPRECIATED x)) JUlIA you are just like a big JIE JIE to me hahas, giving me advise and cause my life wanting to change. Maybe you don't noe but things that u say i take it to deep consideration hahas maybe cause we are both from PHPPS x)) hehes LEONARD you too, shermin! i noe u inside out LOLX hahas x))
zealotians are all impt in my life and RETARDS~~~~!!!! x))
when i am weary i can count on u guys to give me strength XIE XIE x))
peiishanx have sore eyes and shall spread to u hahs LOLX
; 6:44 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
i will choose to follow you GOD yupps i love you so x))i will forgive and not till the day i want to for that day will never come. God reminded me but i am persistance on not forgiving you but now i give up x)) hahs i will choose for God you really never give up hahas x)) You kept reminding me. i am afraid le ahahs LOLX but also that i want to chose to forgive her for u have greater plans for me yup i wun let this pull me down!!! yupps julia, derek , shermin XIE XIE you gave me the heart to forgive!!! i will never forget u guys x))
oh yarhx sat i got to wait 5 min with jean and dru for bus HOW GREAT =.='' hahs but better then no bahx hahas x)) time with u all are great larhx how i wish my mama nv come so early ahahs x)) then i can spent more time with u all larhx x)) *loves~ they are sweet x)) BROTHER ANDREW AND SISTER JEAN ahahs LOLX wahahas x)) xP. miss yu i miss you x(( hahs x)) oh wells hope my sore eyes get ok tomo and people i love you exp jacqueline ng x)) and deon and alao alot more larhx ahahs x)) jacqueline SORRY x(( no more nxt time okies i still love u hahs
Friday, August 17, 2007 ; 9:42 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
i had a great time today x)) with jacqueline ngone of my dearest x)) she super cute larhx x))
i waited for her for 15mins -.-''' hahs its okies x)) she rush down lehx hahas x)) had a chat with eugene while topping up card toos x)) hahs he is cute larhx, ahahs the ezlink no fun is same like now!! hahas we went to eat longjohn x)) whees~! hahas x)) then we wen to life bookstore!!!! whees~ save $$ buy cds hehes x))and the book captivating seems nice lehx hahas maybe cause of cover =.=''' hahs i will go down one day with julia one of my dearest too x)) <3. popular at JP is so not nice larhx ahahs so big yet nothing hahs. Jacqueline wanted a note book but dun have how sad hahas. tomo bahx x)) we go buy tgt x))went to japan home! saw her fav mash mellows x)) so bought it and i bought my masking tape x)) yays x)) hahs. tomo shall go buy other stuffs x)) for my art sculpture ahahs x)). then we zilian at toilet and printed it out at the photo shop x)) and also ZEALOT2 pic hehes x). i wanted to eat icecream!!!!but so ex x((. at least 3$$ larhx. then wen to see famous amos so nice larhx! hahs cause was like wanting for the machine to print our pics hahas x)).
jaqueline ng> i just wanted to say out with u is extremely fun x)) u are dearly loved x)) o out tgt again soon okies <3s
Monday, August 13, 2007 ; 8:06 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
x))i had a great day today x))
tomo having tuition again but somehow i am happy x))
yuppx people jia yous for ca2 x)) *Loves~!
i had a great time out with julia THANKS!!! hehes
now i am studying hard for ca2 x)) *loves GOD
GOD YOU ARE AWESOME i am trying my best to put u in everything i do x))
sorry sorry x)) i will try my BEST x))
xiiaosuanner *loves~! jean x)) dru x)) julia x)) shermin x)) derek x)) deb x)) huiwen x)) janisx)) mabelx)) angel x)) jingyi x)) alot more larhx x)) JAC DEON x))
Sunday, August 12, 2007 ; 8:32 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
after reading julia blog.hmms i have been thinking am i doing enough???
hmms am i a good discipler
i dun want to stay in my comfort zone anymore i wanna walk out of it.
i maybe mean to you for i really cannot change just in one night i am sorry. forgive me for i find it very hard to change but i will try my hardest to change my opinion on u sorry. for u gave me a really bad imprssion for this half a year, sorry. maybe i feel more happy with my present friends? thats why wen you ask me out i somehow felt it weird for it has been a long long time since...you did'nt care for me and now...you are doing things that are not much but enough for me to feel weird?happy? i dunno but really weird to go out with you already.Forgive me, i now just want to spend time with deon and jac and fellow members of mine i cannot let myself be like you are i dun want favourism but sorry to say you are...i dun think u improved? i dunno but yet i cant i am messed up but i will change give me time JULIA!!!:: going to pri school with u was fun x)) and once we did quiet time tgt too larhx x))hehes onthe bus LOLX hahas x))and went back to pri school tgt so nice and precious memories
shermin: sweet girl of mine stay happy and now focus on GOD x))lets do well and glorify His name x)) JERMIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY
derek>> hmms you are a great sprirtual daddy ahahahs x))
cant type lot today hand super pain ahahs x)
zealot two you loved and jac and deon JIAYOU4GOD
Saturday, August 11, 2007 ; 11:54 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
peiishanx is back x)) hehes*LOVES~! you ppl x)) hmms TODAY IS GREAT !!!!
GOD thank you x)) you answered my prayer wad else is better then this x)) hehes x)) *loves~!!! awesome stuff today x)) i was able to stay and have fellowship and my bro didnt call x)) and my mum allowed x)) great yarhx x)) THANK YOU LORD x)) you are a awesome king x)) yuppx hehes my GOD IS GREAT x)) and also during the altar call i cried for LORD remind me about the things that discourage me. WAAHH quite alot ahahs but i noe that GOD wants me to forget all these and even seek him FIRST THING!!!! hehes i have a awesome GOD x)) yuppx ohs yarh. peilin HAPPY BIRTHDAY
today i had a great time wif cell and chatting with JEAN hehes she is sweet okies!!! hehes x)) shermin was great too ahahs had dinner with her hehes my mum allowed ahahs. jermin is cute x)) and her mum is good larhx x)) hehes JAC NG U ARE CUTE!!! hahas
GOD I THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME ENJOY THIS DAY BEFORE EXAMINATIONS AND U ANSWERED MY PRAYER!
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 ; 8:49 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
hmms today not good at all yupps it was a total let down.
i got myself thinking it was horrid i dun like it.
hav i been trying? have i been setting a good example? or am i just letting day pass and not impacting youths for Christ and if i am a good discipler
am i trying? am i good enough? am i? i dunno i am like super pack now its like i cant breathe work load and every thing just sents me crashing down to the ground. hmms am i last min work? i dun think so somehow i feel that i improved in my thinking towards studies and i am trying but tomo just frm 9.45-3 why cannt let me relax and go why always use sat to threaten me. i think i cant be bothered anymore for i will gain/ learn something out of it too. hahas x)) time files and i hav nothing to say abt it x)) and i wrote a new song today x)) i like it alot hehes x)) xP
my saviour u are awesome hehes x))yupps i may be weary but LORD i will continue to serve u and get on a good r/s with u x))yuppx peiishanx wants nothing now but GOD x))
Tuesday, August 07, 2007 ; 7:26 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
i can just say i am HAPPY today yupps spent time wif julia x))examinations i just say i am going to hack care larhx... ahahs
i am stressed out but not dieing x)) sad case arrhx people i not dieing ahahs LOLX
aft going out wif julia i jue ding le!!!! i want to spent time decorating my books yupps and so it will not lan diao ahahs x)) she like put in so many effort lo hehes
let me have a plan:
my bible
next year =.='''
my text books (exp maths)
okies lalala and i want to go to buy some books to like widen my knowledge larhx i dun wanna stay like stagnant. if u dun wanna make a improvement then i think i have to find ways to widen my knowledge and to get into a closer r/s with GOD x)) hehes
yuppx. i will understand x)) lalala julia~! lets go JP for the books hahas
yupps hehes~! had a great time walking ahahs now i am exhausted hahs x)) i planning to save and to buy loads of stuff
IMPT: mission trip and yi camp
then stuffs x)) hehes
yeap i wanna go ndp de prayer anf fast HELP ME PRAY pls thanks <3 appreciated x))
i am like so wantto sleep larhx all these days ahahs x))
plans for tomo SLEEP ahahs
Sunday, August 05, 2007 ; 2:13 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
i am siao le larhx x))i wen studying then slept =.= so shiok larhx can
ttk agree ehs hahas LOLX then wake up *hungry* wen to eat
oh mans i am becoming like a pig le larhx =x lalala
x)) sleeping is so nice x)) i am studying soon agn x))
i am not happy at all now!!!! for u daoed me!!!!
rahhx!!!! u gave me a eyes i hate!!!! but nvm x)) i forgive u larhx
hehes~! i miss u dearly but u ahahs dun care at all? hmms nvm bahx
hehes i can be all alone no no no is WITH GOD~! hehes
smilex~! i wanna strengthen my r/s with u dear GOD~! lalala
lets PUSH tgt sherm x))
pray until something happen x)) yuppx lets spread GOD's love and on our lights!!! x))
i wanna be light and not other light but a light that shines x))
SMILEX
ZEALOT!!!!!! i love u guys x))
loving bunch of guys/gals x))
Saturday, August 04, 2007 ; 10:25 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
saturday agn x))wen to movie with jac chang,nat,sherm<3 wanted jac ng to cum but she was a pig sleeping =.= ahahs x)) aft movie wen high-ing around x)) then wen batok meet jac ngng
then go church. we did some lame stuff =x hehes x)) use the orange cloth and do something like a lion dance? ahahs LOLX. was fun hohs x)) icebreaker was short. then the sharing really speaks x)) yuppx oh ya i saw jean and dru~! ahahs LOLX hehes
super sweet de jean~~ hehes then service was fun too and sermon was really nice but same thing i could not stay x((
PLS i really want to. GOD told me that it was because he wanted me to learn to jiao dai to my parents thts why he still allow me to church but wif a time limit. okies GOD this is ur will, aft sch reach everyday i inform if this pleases u x)) my mum made me cry today yuppx cause she keep say i no study but compared to last term gt improvement le wad then i cried and said ''ya larhx u always correct i always wrong " then my bro scolded me and said ur church teach u one is it dun go already! i was like i really heartbroken larhx was it really my fault? but if my bro thinks Christian shld not like that then i try control bahx x)) cause like wad lz say in trainin in 1cor de i should not cause them to stumble yuppx. and i noe i can cause i hav GOD to help me hehes x)) yuppx
then today i aslo learn alot of things x)) to love one other more.. and to be more mature and wanna build my relationship well with GOD x))
i wanna be radical, passionate, and a faithful servant to GOD x))
ca2 is coiming, dearest friends jia yous x))
ttk jia you for exam too x))
Friday, August 03, 2007 ; 2:36 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
Peiishanx is extremely happy x)) yuppx had a fun time with jing yi ahahswad qian ming hui ahahs LOLX x)) huiwen,shermin,mabel,janis,deborah,timo JIA YOU x)) hehes u all can de ahahs performing for annual award whoo~! ahahs x))
yuppx maybe u think that i am nt as impt as her u think that u can push me away just because of things u feel that are more impt then NVM i shall not bother anymore for i am nt impt to u so why should i care abt u too? but maybe nt x)) i should forgive and still love u x)) for like this i am doing wad GOD says x)) yuppx i dun wanna sin against GOD and break HIS heart yuppx i will try x)) whee~! darling jean and zealot pep i am seeing u tomo yays x)) <3 and jac jac x)) NG hehes x)) *loves~!
ppl jia you tgt in loving GOD yarhx x))
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 ; 7:49 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
boos hahas x)) i am back x)) hehes*loves~! hees~! i shall not give up larhx since if GOD put me as a leader i will not
bahx... hehes~! i will continue to JIA YOU yuppx i dun want GOD down and i wanna strengthen our r/s with HIM x)) i wanna start memorizing the versus x)) i admit i am lazy yupp yupp i am but from today hopefully by GOD's strength i will preserve and serve him with a joyful heart x)) yuppx hehes~!
whoots ahahs i xiang tong le larhx x)) yuppx i was actually thinking of not blogging anymore? cause like nobody simply cares? ahahs x)) lalala jean jean <3 ahahs LOLX.
yuppx i forget wad i wanted to post oh wells x)) I MISS YOU!!!! x(( lalala
i am so pack this week larhx today gt remedial then e-commence then meeting.
tomo remedial then tuition. then fri test aft sch,mon remedial,tues test and common test but shiok thing is. wed-sun can rest x)) hees~! hurrays x)) yuppx so nice larhx ahahs can sleep hehes x)) but i am going to study hard!!!! i wan to learb guitar soon larhx x)) then can praise GOD hehes <3 yuppx i DUN WAN emotions to control me further yuppx i wanna be set free~! hehes x)) i dun wanna be chain down by sins and emotion i wanna break free and i know that i will always hav God by me x)) hehes~!
*loves!! and HE will help me x)) LORD JESUS take me mold me x))
i wanna live my live FOR U x)) AWESOME LORD
