Sunday, August 12, 2007 ; 8:32 AM♥
Because of you ; again.
after reading julia blog.
hmms i have been thinking am i doing enough???
hmms am i a good discipler
i dun want to stay in my comfort zone anymore i wanna walk out of it.
i maybe mean to you for i really cannot change just in one night i am sorry. forgive me for i find it very hard to change but i will try my hardest to change my opinion on u sorry. for u gave me a really bad imprssion for this half a year, sorry. maybe i feel more happy with my present friends? thats why wen you ask me out i somehow felt it weird for it has been a long long time since...you did'nt care for me and now...you are doing things that are not much but enough for me to feel weird?happy? i dunno but really weird to go out with you already.Forgive me, i now just want to spend time with deon and jac and fellow members of mine i cannot let myself be like you are i dun want favourism but sorry to say you are...i dun think u improved? i dunno but yet i cant i am messed up but i will change give me time JULIA!!!:: going to pri school with u was fun x)) and once we did quiet time tgt too larhx x))hehes onthe bus LOLX hahas x))and went back to pri school tgt so nice and precious memories
shermin: sweet girl of mine stay happy and now focus on GOD x))lets do well and glorify His name x)) JERMIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY
derek>> hmms you are a great sprirtual daddy ahahahs x))
cant type lot today hand super pain ahahs x)
zealot two you loved and jac and deon JIAYOU4GOD